Why am I moving out when I could live at home for free? because my abusive parents and my toxic roommates are the same people. the venn diagram of my family and my triggers is a circle. I NEED to get the f*** out, at any cost.
My mom expected me to be impressed that my dad "is allowing" my best friend and her girlfriend who are visiting from 600 miles away to sleep in his house. "You and you're siblings think he's homophobic, but he's really not! He just doesn't like it when they rub it in his face"
probably gonna sound super self absorbed but theres this guy who says he likes me as a friend but i think he actually likes me. every single time i look up in class there he is staring at me. he does a bunch of other things that suggest he likes me as well. but today when my friend said i liked him he was like sucks cause i only like her as a friend.
My stomach hurts. I had 2 hamburgers and a medium french fry around 2pm. 30 minutes later I had a small muffin which I felt like eating, and then I drank water afterwards. I feel a bit gassy, but I took a little pepto bismol, I hope it helps.
Sad so very sad and I can’t say anything as it’s not right to do so. My step daughters mother had to have gastric sleeve done three years ago. She was so big her stomach touched the steering wheel in her car. But she’s still big. She eats sh** food and heaps of junk food so nothing had changed psychologically. She must have re stretched her tummy. Was a size 28 and probably a size 22 now. Which is better but she’s still obese. That’s not what saddens me. Her kids in... read more
Living with BPD is hell. But what I really hate is what others assume about me. I'm not abusive and I give it my all in therapy, I communicate with my boyfriend and do my best to get myself out of that headspace and let him know when things in my mind go sour. I'd never manipulate/abuse someone to make them stay with me and it hurts that this is how lots of people see others with my disorder. I'm aware people with my disorder can act horribly out of line and can be abusive/ma... read more