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Anonymous says

I used to be morbidly depressed. I couldn't remember just how depressed I really was until I came across my old suicide note today. I just can't believe I was that miserable. I'm so glad I've been able to work through my depression since I wrote it; I was convinced that nothing was ever going to improve and I was born to suffer. It was hard to read, but it definitely showed me how much better I've managed to get.

I'm so glad I'm still here.

#mentalil... read more

  • Sep 17
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Anonymous says

I hate you. I hate you so so much. You never help me when I'm depressed. You make me feel bad about myself. You never allow me to feel jealous when you are around other guys I don't trust. You cheated on me.
So why do I still love you? Kiss your lips, hold your waist, tell you I love you to your face? Jesus, you're tearing me apart.
But I can't get enough of you, you're a drug I would love to overdose on. And one day I'll go through a withdrawal, which will unfort... read more

  • Sep 6
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Anonymous says

I'm just so tired. I've been teaching a couple of years now, going into my third and I just dont know how I can keep going. By the time I finish my day, hours after the student have left, I go home and cry because I'm so physically, mentally and emotionally tired. I love my students, but the stress and the workload make it almost unbearable. Throw in the fact that I suffer from severe depression and it just creates a dangerously difficult situation for which I have no one to ... read more

  • Sep 4
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Anonymous says

So I don't know what to do. So i recently told my best friend I have feelings for them for the past 9 months, however when telling her this, i realized he has recently gotten into a relationship with another person. We both blame ourselves on what has happened do to not fully understand what each other meant when we would flirt, send love messages, etc. So now I feel I've lost what we had a friends because of this, and I'm completely devastated because of obvious reasons. I'v... read more

  • Aug 28
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Anonymous says

I'm in my feeeeliings. My heart goes out to everyone hurting. or in some type of sadness. I though I was okay and it came right back! i don't know how to fix it I just know that I told myself I havent given up yet and i felt better. for a while I still havent given up but it just came back for some weird reason. #depression

  • Aug 27
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  Anonymous says

Today is sh**y, today is dark, today I can't sleep and I twist and turn thinking about the enormous pile of garbage that's been hoarding up in the past months in my life. All the crap that happened... it's made me lose hope, in the world, in society, in me as a young adult. I shouldn't be feeling so bad..I should be out here enjoying every bit of it while I'm young, living as a carefree 20 year old, cuddling my guinea pigs, snuggling with my beloved man.
Instead I'm lyi... read more

  • Aug 22
  Anonymous says

I recently moved out of my parents house, I moved in with a coworker and I'm actually happy for a change, the thing that hurts though is that when I was living with my parents, they continually did things without me with my siblings when I was working, but when I was off work they lazed around home and kind of just left me alone. Lately, my grandma posts stuff all over Facebook like "all the family is here❤️" but I'm not there, fun knowing that nothing has changed, would'... read more

  • Aug 19
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Anonymous says

Me: I should go get a shower.
Me: *plays dumb games on the internet for hours*
Me: I still need to get that shower.
Me: *gets distracted drawing something stupid*
-5 hours later-
Me: okay, I REALLY need to go get a shower.
Me: *crawls into bed*
Me: *sleeps*

#depression #motivation #iambadatlife

  • Aug 10
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Anonymous says

This is about to get very dark, so if you're easily bothered by the mention of mental illness or suicidal thoughts, please don't read this. Please stay safe.

I've been struggling with Severe Depression and Severe Anxiety for years now. At first it was doable, but I feel like I'm drowning. I've gotten testing done through my Psychiatrist to find which antidepressants would work best for me, and she's been changing up my meds every three weeks or so. I also see a t... read more

  • Jul 27
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  Anonymous says

I'm so alone. I'm 23. I have no friends. The only family I speak to is my grandfather and his health is too bad to talk to about anything. I'm worried he will have a stroke worrying about me.
I live with my boyfriend and we have 2 kids (one is 3 years and on is 10 months). Two beautiful happy boys! But still I feel so alone. My boyfriend and I rarely get along anymore. We don't like any of the same activities. He likes to be outdoors riding four wheelers or taking his t... read more

  • Jul 22
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  Anonymous says

I'm worried about my long distance boyfriend. He has no hope left for our future and just any future at all. He wants to take away the pain by taking his life and he's just tired of everything. He said "nothing matters anymore". He did try to commit before when I was on vacation but the attempt failed thankfully. I don't know what to do because I don't have a way to make it down to him. My parents don't approve of me visiting him even though he needs someone physically by his... read more

  • Jul 12
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Anonymous says

my thoughts are all over the place rn and i'm not sure if this is going to help with anything but yeah, i don't like what my life has turned into and i keep having all of these depressing thoughts and i just can't seem to escape them this time, i feel worthless and unloved and alone.
i'm honestly so sick and tired of myself and i'm ashamed of how little i've been doing these past few years. i remember when i was younger i thought i'd get my sh** together by now, get ove... read more

  • Jul 2
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  Anonymous says

I always feel like my problems dont matter. That it doesnt matter of im in pain or struggling, because everyone I know has it worse. I feel like what I go through means nothing, my pain means nothing, my feelings mean nothing, I Am Nothing. #Worthless #Depression #Useless #Selfharm

  • Jun 30
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  Anonymous says

I just want to cut. Cut deep and big. I want to see the open wound and watch it bleed and see the white beneath my skin and the yellow poke out. But Lately i just dont seem to have the ability to do it. Lately ive been hesitating with my strength. When I do cut, its not very big or deep enough, which does not satisfy me and it makes me feel further more worthless and stupid and useless for not being able to cut the way I intended. I just want to cut. Im tired and lost and con... read more

  • Jun 30
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Anonymous says

Today I am grateful that the thundering herd that lives in the apartment upstairs has been blissfully silent so that I can just feel sh**y without having a horrible headache as a bonus. I will never understand why some people are so f***ing lucky and don't appreciate it while the rest of the world trudges forward with varying degrees of disarray, disgust, disenchantment, feeling depressed and discouraged. #depression

  • Jun 26
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Anonymous says

I hate the fact that people act like my depression is lesser because of my age. I'm sorry, but it doesn't matter if you're 13 or 35. If you are depressed/suicidal, it's shouldn't be considered valid for one and over-reacting for the other. My age doesn't change the fact that I'm constantly miserable and have thoughts about killing myself. It's really f***ing sick that people can think just because I'm not an adult means that I can't have valid thoughts or actions #depression

  • Jun 18
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Anonymous says

Yes, I cheated on the person I was dating a year ago before I met you. Yes, I did feel terrible and I wasn't proud of it. You found out after looking through an old phone of mine after you decided to charge it up and made the choice to scroll through the messages. You called me to tell me I was a horrible person even though I was already aware of that. You called me a s*** and that from now on you were going to call me your "little s***." I asked you to not call me that, that... read more

  • Jun 18
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Anonymous says

f*** im so f***ing pathetic. im so f***ing envious of my friend's talents. i feel disgusting. they have beautiful artworks meanwhile im sitting here in a pile of my unfinished works. i have so many unfinished drawings. i cant seem to find to motivation to finish anything. all my works look dumb and gross and i hate it. i hate it so much. i hate myself so much. i have no right to envy them everyone worked hard to get to where they are now. im still stuck at the bottom. and im ... read more

  • Jun 14
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  Anonymous says

This week I got very stressed, because my dad scheduled all these concerts and such without asking for us to go to. The dates are very inconvenient because im taking two summer college classes. im afraid to tell my dad i dont want to go though. when my mom brought up how upset i was, he started cursing a lot, calling us "f***in ungrateful motherf***ers" and listing off all the things he has given me. and that doing as little as i do shouldnt be that hard. i feel awful about i... read more

  • Jun 13
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  Anonymous says

My house burnt down in February. I was home alone... i found the fire and had to watch the only home I've ever known for all my 21 years burn. Along with both my jobs (i was a makeup artist and a seamstress) Soon after i was diagnosed with depression and mild ptsd. Made worse by a pre-existing anxiety disorder...
Its been a few months now and im in therapy and while i know I've made huge steps in recoving my mental health. My mother is always making it out like im not t... read more

  • Jun 13
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