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Anonymous says

I hate you. I hate you so so much. You never help me when I'm depressed. You make me feel bad about myself. You never allow me to feel jealous when you are around other guys I don't trust. You cheated on me.
So why do I still love you? Kiss your lips, hold your waist, tell you I love you to your face? Jesus, you're tearing me apart.
But I can't get enough of you, you're a drug I would love to overdose on. And one day I'll go through a withdrawal, which will unfort... read more

  • Sep 6
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  Anonymous says

I was 19, I met the first guy I kissed back in grade school. We agreed to meet at a casino arcade. I was about an hour late but he waited. We played about two games before leaving and continued our get together to the river walk. The weather outside gave a crisp breeze with a light layer of snow. It was now what I would call an early winter. The end of October was always when everything became so chilly. I wore a light sweater, a thin shirt underneath. Walking outside wasnt m... read more

  • Aug 30
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Anonymous says

Theres a woman in a kik group chat that has a problem with literally almost anything i say. Like today I asked
"Didn't you say you were gonna make ____ the main admin again?"
"Why?"
"Because he said he wanted to?"
"And we talked in PM (private message) and ill wait till you are less rude to me"
"How was I rude?"
*no resoponse. Minutes later*
"How was I rude? All I did was ask a question"
Then i was told by to calm down and to le... read more

  • Aug 29
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  Anonymous says

I f***ing suck I'm so bad at keeping up with my responsibilities and I feel like such a dumbass when I'm scrambling to fix things at the last minute because I forget about stuff all the time and/or put things off waaaayy too long and people are relying on me but I just keep f***ing up and I hate it. I can't rely on myself. πŸ˜‘πŸ˜– #vent #angryatself

  • Aug 12
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  Anonymous says

It's funny because some dark skinned people that I know tell me to go hang out with the white people instead because I'm not black enough for them

I go to some white people and they just call me n***erand hit me or pull my afro
School is f***ing great man πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
#school #vent #racism

  • Aug 5
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Anonymous says

Im physically getting f***ing sick about this.
I'll Change names the names in the story for their identity's sake.

When i was a freshman i dated this guy - lets call him Erin - for about a month or two.
It was my second relationship with a guy, third relationship all together, but it was my first "serious" one. My dad didnt particularly like Erin due to his drug use in the past, but keep in mind he had been through rehab, we broke up yadda yadda not t... read more

  • Jul 27
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  Anonymous says

I'm about 80LBS over weight and I express to my friends and family all the time that all I want is to lose 20...maybe 30 pouds. I know it would boost my self confidence but it's hard to get on the right track when all those I care about just shove junk in my face or that line /'You're beautiful the way you are.'/
Who gives a sh** if I am beautiful now. My health is on the line and all you people are doing is encutaging bad behaviors. You all know I have no self control ... read more

  • Jul 22
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firefly11291998 says

Well hello, my name is Avery. I am a 14 year old girl. (actually not sure why i'm using my real name and age.....) (apparently my parents didn't teach me β€œsecurity” well enough) Recently i have gone through a lot with my family and personal things. i wasn't really sure if i waned to write it out in my first blog but i guess i am. Back 6 months ago in January, (its july now) my mom had a stroke. i was a mama's girl before this happened, but even with that....i now wish i w... read more

  • Jul 21
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  Anonymous says

I received my first in college C I don't have a job. I don't have a car. My face Isnt clear.I don't have money. I'm quite at school, so nobody sits Nexts to me or works with me. I have nothing to talk about to people because I don't do anything.im a believer but I'm start to fall off with my religion I don't have friends. I can't remember the last time I spoke to guy that made me happy. I feel like everyone has purpose and before they die they discover it and accomplish it be... read more

  • Jul 20
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Anonymous says

I cut myself every night... I cant stop. #selfharm #vent #suicide #suicidal #helpme #venting

  • Jul 20
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  Anonymous says

I don't understand why my friend has to act like they're perfect in every way and that everyone else is inferior. They think that anything they say or do has no flaws. They give advice when no one f***ing asked for their opinion. They are unnecessarily rude at all times. They act like they are the golden f***ing standard and the only right way to exist is like them. They have no regard for the feelings of me or others. I am nothing but nice to them. If I have any criticism it... read more

  • Jul 20
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  Anonymous says

I'm struggling mentally at the moment and I'm emotional eating which means I feel rubbish about gaining weight and then I'm on slimming world and I don't want to get back into the cycle of worrying about every little thing I put in my mouth. Also my mum keeps bugging me about getting a job and telling me that I'm only depressed because I'm bored like that's not how depression works for me and it's hard to get a job when your not in the right state of mind and I feel like she'... read more

  • Jul 19
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Anonymous says

ok so, me (f20) and my boyfriend (m20) have been dating 2 years, and long story short he's done nothing with his life. We graduated high school the same time and i went straight into college, and he took a year off (before I met him). While in college he kept telling me "oh i want to do this" but never acted on it. Then in my second year he changed his mind of what he wanted to do. I suggested him the specific program at my college but for some stupid reason he took a differe... read more

  • Jul 16
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  Anonymous says

Hi everybody! I fel like sh!it! I feel nobody loves me and I am in a depression for a long time no matter what I do! I will try to contact a therapist, but I am afraid that it will go bad like the previous time! With my mother I get along pretty hard: once is pretty well, other time is not. Do not get me wrong, she is not abusive, we just have a hard time communicating healthily in the last time. With my classmates... well, I hate them. They do not know and care to handle me ... read more

  • Jul 11
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Anonymous says

ggghghg i hate being alive some times #vent

  • Jul 6
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Anonymous says

On July 3rd my cousin came to visit from New York and we both, among my other family got very drunk. While they fell asleep my cousin and I just stayed up talking and were a bit touchy but only just hand holding and I'd rub my finger tips along their palm but through out the night I wanted to kiss them and perhaps get even more intimate. I think it might've been do to the fact I haven't had 'relief' in a long time. Gross, I know. Nothing of that sort happened though, I just w... read more

  • Jul 5
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  Anonymous says

My Girlfriends Best Friend
my gf and i met late last year when she moved from another state. she always talked about her friend back home, and eventually we added that friend into our groupchat, because i wanted to get to know her. she ended up being rude to me and one of my friends (who still hates her for what she did) and i blocked her on the social media platform. eventually, i unblocked her because i can't stay mad for long. we talked a bit and she said some things... read more

  • Jul 5
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  Anonymous says

So, I'm a competitive swimmer, and my mom and I have been looking for good swimming colleges that I would fit in at, and so i was /assuming/ that we were on the same page that I need to focus on my best events, breaststroke and individual medley . Today, I go to this meet, drop a couple seconds in the medley, and add 3 seconds in the 200 free, right afterwards. NBD, i thought, chalk it up to being tired. But my mom. ohh my mom got triggered. went on and on about how she expec... read more

  • Jun 23
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  Anonymous says

i have a lot so if you are going to read this, be prepared to sit here for a while. i feel like i have anxiety but my friend, who says they are there for me, won't believe me. i literally can't deal with it and idk what to do. im scared to tell anyone else because i don't wanna be treated like that by anyone else. i haven't even told my mom because im too scared. i might also be moving soon which isn't helping my mental state any. school is out, which means i sit at home sad ... read more

  • Jun 23
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Anonymous says

dont you just love the feeling where no one cares about you anymore? the feeling when you feel like no one cares about what you have to say, no matter how small it is? the feeling where you want to cut deep in your skin because you feel like no one will care or notice whatsoever? that's what i feel like right now. i feel like screaming at people--anyone, really. my friends, my family, just anyone. just someone who i can scream at to release all the years of pent up pure rage.... read more

  • Jun 19