I'm 5'0"/152 cm tall and I only weigh 86 lbs/39 kg but my arms and thighs have excess fat. I hate this so much because I feel very insecure in sleeveless clothes and bright-colored pants. I'm not looking to lose more weight, I know I'm already underweight (my metabolism is just fast I guess), but I just want to have a fit and tight body. I just want all the unsightly flab to go away so I can wear the clothes I want without being insecure. My BMI doesn't even reach 17, g**d***... read more
I learned to never tell my husband about my suicide attempt I tried last week cause instead of support, I've been getting yelled at & chewed out. It's kinda hard to go on from this. I'm doing way better & wont do it again. But I am stepping up & owning all my faults. My husband wont give support & do group therapy with me. So who the hell knows what I should do? Cause I don't know anymore. I've started steps towards working with mental health groups & volunteering to keep me ... read more
I’m done with the notion that penis in vagina should be used for reproduction alone, if practiced at all on a female. There’s just no need for it. Our bodies weren’t made for that. A big clue is that every hetero female’s “first time” is painful. No other form of stimulation is painful, never (i.e. our clitoris, the main female source of pleasure) . A woman has to make her body not feel pain via piv over time.
I do awful things because of my addiction, then I regret it, and I most certainly don't mean to, I swear. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt or stolen from, that wasn't me stealing, that was my brain related drugs to oxygen that I completely and utterly needed that money more than anyone in that moment. I'm really not like this
I've never felt so torn.... I love my children and husband very much and that is why I'm still here. They are the only things stopping me from either moving away from everyone and everything or stopping me from not wanting to exist at all. All my life I've felt short changed, I feel like I treat the people I love with so much love,care and respect and they feel every ounce of my commitment to them but it's never returned, I used to think id fallen in love with the wrong peopl... read more
to be clear, my research indicates that you do not have to be stoned on pot to get the healing qualities of cannabis, and in fact there is plenty you can do that will not get you stoned at all. drinking 4-8 ounces daily of juiced fresh cannabis leaves will not get anyone high, but it will begin to saturate you, every nook and cranny of you, with the healing goodness of medical pot. in fact there are those who talk about juiced cannabis as if cannabis is a vegetable, and that ... read more