my therapist says what i'm experiencing is obsessive suicidal thoughts. even when i'm not entirely depressed that day its just ALWAYS on my mind. not that i have any intent, just wishing, and thinking about how i'd do it, and then feeling guilty about leaving my family, but thinking about how much it hurts. on a loop all day everyday. its driving me crazy
I am repulsed by my own body. I hate waking up every morning, knowing that I have to look in the mirror and be so unhappy with the way my body looks. Apparently I have good looks, but good looks don't make you happy. I want to lose weight, but it's nearly impossible for me to do so. I hate just looking down and seeing my stomach, knowing that others view me as being a slob or being disgusting. I want to change, I've tried to change, but I guess I'm just going to have to look ... read more
Im thin and I am not so pleased with the shape of my body. While there is potential for me to get a more defined figure if I were to gain weight (I do have a good bit of weight stored in my thighs compared to the rest of me and I have boobs), I don't feel like doing anything to change my figure... It's too much work.
Oh my gosh. I hate my period. I can tell it's coming bc my boobs freaking hurt. And they itch. So whenever I scratch them it hurts like the dickens. They're so freaking sore. Oh my gosh and then I'm gonna be bloated and bleeding and the cramps. Why do I have to go through this when I don't even want kids?????
I've lost about 10 lbs over the semester due to taking a class that uses Maui Thai, Krav Maga, and Kick Boxing and it can be pretty grueling.
Nobody's really noticed, not even my boyfriend, until I tell him. Every time I tell him he gets kind of scared and concerned and asks if I'm alright. I appreciate his concern, it's sweet, but I'm a little annoyed that he sat there begging me to not lose any more weight. I had to explain to him that I was still well into a healthy weight... read more
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