Sometimes I hate being a girl. Media shoves what we should look like down our throat and no matter how hot a guy is, he rarely has to go close to naked to get attention. And even ugly guys are considered hot a lot of times. Sometimes i wonder if my boyfriend even wants to have sex with me or if he just does it because it's necessary once in a while to shut me up. I don't look like those girls and probably never would even with extreme diet and exercise. But guys still get to ogle them online, in print and on TV. And then go home and look at their gf and think, wow wish she looked like that... no wonder he doesn't touch me.