Been two years since I've been in a steady relationship and one year since I've been laid I don't even think it's because I'm unattractive. Hell, a couple weeks ago, I convinced one of my friends to break into a locked room so we could make out (it's just that kind of friendship) and before that, I off handedly made out with two twenty year old girls on a beach. But I just realized today that after bad run in after bad run in, I just have no confidence left. Every time I even... read more
JEZUs, he's just trying to DO WHAT YOU TOLD HIM TO DO. You can't STAND being wrong can you? He's EXPLAINING why did what he did and you just keeping going ON and ON, honestly it's amazing the way you side-step logic like that, all the while telling HIM that HE'S NOT LOGICAL. There's an extra sentence in your paragraph? Well if you put it there why are you yelling at him?! You can't even tell if you asked him to proofread the right godamm e-mail and yet you still manage to be ... read more
GREAT. Because my idiot helpless brother is STILL staying at my apartment FOR A MONTH, I CANT HAVE SEX WITH RANDOM STRANGERS. I WILL PAY FOR MY TWENTY TWO YEAR OLD BROTHER'S FOOD, GROCERIES, ELECTRICITY, WIFI, AND RENT AND I AM IMPEDED BECAUSE HE IS SLEEPING ON MY BED AND HE SMELLS LIKE CORN AND I AM GOING TO KILL HIS FACE #frustrated #obviously
I was in the middle of getting a b***j** from my girlfriend in her room while her parents were out shopping or whatever. She's been going at it for a while now and all of a sudden her parents get back and ring the doorbell as soon as I was about to finish. We tried to ignore it for a minute since I told her I was about to finish but then her parents just went apeshit on that doorbell like wild animals and all I could think about while I was trying to finish was, "These f***in... read more
My life was f***ed from 4 years old. I was raped, molested, and what have you for about a year. I can't give you an exact time frame because really I don't remember. It was a neighbor's son. He was 13. My mom would go over to the neighbor's house and play cards, shoot the sh**, and whatever, but mostly to get drunk. My dad would stay at home, watch tv, and eat himself into a slumber. While my parents were occupied with their hobbies I was experiencing things no child should h... read more
I think I'm aro+ace, or at least pretty close, but sex and romance are such easy shortcuts to attention & affection, and I'm so f***ing lonely.
I hate this sh**. I go through cycles of flirting, fooling around, then being disgusted with myself, then getting lonely again. I want to cut it the f*** out and learn how to like myself again. Why am I always looking for validation, and why in all the worst places? I f***ing know better than this! I know I can do better. How do I li... read more