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  • Anonymous left a Comment

    Miss you already

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    You better get some sleep soon :)

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I love you hon

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I love you too. Goodbye for now. <3

    • Anonymous replied

      <3

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    Me too, I promise. I think I probably should go now.

    • Anonymous replied

      I promise too, and I guess we were thinking the same thing. I love you Heidi, im going to miss you

    • Anonymous replied

      These tears are a testament to my love I love you Heidi so so much and im going to be missing you again, but thank you for coming back on here

    • Anonymous replied

      I love you too, so much. I'm going to miss you too. Keep going and be safe, I'm proud of you and I know I'll be even prouder in three years.

    • Anonymous replied

      I will Heidi I love you

    • Anonymous replied

      Sleep well tonight and dont be sad, because ill always be here and ill always be in your dreams

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I'm am not cute I am very dangerous

    • Anonymous replied

      Cute and dangerous!

    • Anonymous replied

      Youre dangerously cute

    • Anonymous replied

      Are you smiling yet?

    • Anonymous replied

      ...NO..

    • Anonymous replied

      You arent a very good liar

    • Anonymous replied

      Ive missed you babe

    • Anonymous replied

      Ive missed you too. I feel much better now.

    • Anonymous replied

      Me too, thanks for coming back on here its nice to know that everything you said was true, and its probably nice to know everything I said was true as well :)

    • Anonymous replied

      Just remember that ive meant everything ive said, and when this 3 years is up, you know where ill be, because im no ones else, im all yours always and forever

    • Anonymous replied

      Its getting pretty close to that time, I dont want you to go again

    • Anonymous replied

      Wow we said that at the same time again

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    No no I don't want to look yet I want to be surprised!!

    • Anonymous replied

      If you insist :) I just thought it would be nice since you did it for me last time and to return the favor

    • Anonymous replied

      Well thank you but I wanna be surprised or not surprised or whatever happens

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear, id rather be surprised to I suppose but I know youll still be the most beautiful woman in the world, and ill still have this picture to look at even though I cry every time I look at but whatever! lol

    • Anonymous replied

      That isn't my favorite either lol I take bad pictures. maybe I will hit a growth spurt and become a reasonable height

    • Anonymous replied

      No you dont, you take beautiful pictures Heidi, youre beautiful stop, your the most beautiful woman in the world in my eyes so stop that. Youre amazing and im the luckiest man in the world. If you hit a growth spurt and get taller I better get taller to, I like you short and cute :)

    • Anonymous replied

      Stay short and cute please lol

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I know. I imagine it in my head all the time and I wonder what everything is going to be like and what you'll be like and me it makes me feel a little better.

    • Anonymous replied

      Ill still be the same, but ill know how to treat a woman

    • Anonymous replied

      Ill still be me, but ill just be better and things are going to be much different and much better. I just hope I get even more handsome for you :D

    • Anonymous replied

      I know youll still be the most beautiful woman I ever did see

    • Anonymous replied

      I can only imagine the kind of woman youll be, ill fall in love all over again :)

    • Anonymous replied

      First time I saw you I was just like oh my god this woman is GORGEOUS the most beautiful woman ive ever seen. Then I got to know you better and I was just like yup this is the one search is over lol

    • Anonymous replied

      Oh stop seriously youre making me miss you more. It's hard to imagine you a few years older idk maybe you have more scruff and longer hair?

    • Anonymous replied

      I hated those pictures. I replace the one in our hallway of me with a picture of guy fieri haha. I look just a little different now but not much.

    • Anonymous replied

      My hair will def be as long as it was maybe ill actually grow an entire beard?!

    • Anonymous replied

      All I want is to got more handsome for you lol thats it and to be good to my angel always

    • Anonymous replied

      Well I loved those pictures, I loved that picture of you in that Jersey with your hand in your hair and your facial expression was just like "what?" haha so beautiful

    • Anonymous replied

      Would you be able to upload a picture so I could save it and keep it?

    • Anonymous replied

      I don't have any pictures of me you know how I am. Besides muttr didn't let me take my picture off last time I had to delete and start all over..No no beard please lol

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear no beard I probably wont be able to grow one anyway I have beard genes. Well since you did that for me last time, ill do it for you this time, keep it safe please :) imgurcom/a/pTP5h

    • Anonymous replied

      You need to put the . before com because muttr wont let me post links

    • Anonymous replied

      The short hair is only temporary but I dont think it looks to bad, I like my long hair better though

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    We're doing the right thing and I know we will make it through this <3

    • Anonymous replied

      I know we will too, ive never been this sad since Phil died though

    • Anonymous replied

      You were the best thing that ever happened to me, I was the luckiest and happiest man in the world, god answered my prayers the day he brought you into me life. No one could make me feel the way you do, no one could ever replace you, no one could ever take your place in the hole you left

    • Anonymous replied

      It doesn't have to be a sad thing, there's so much good to look forward to, just right now you need to concentrate on yourself that's all I know it's hard to see it that way but it's true

    • Anonymous replied

      Its hard for me to describe my feelings because I feel so many things at once its hard to know what im feeling and I could never really put my feelings for you into words. Its indescribable

    • Anonymous replied

      I know youre right but what I woudent give to see you again

    • Anonymous replied

      Please help me stop to stop crying lol

    • Anonymous replied

      Im going to miss you

    • Anonymous replied

      Thank you for coming back on here though, I missed you so much and im still going to be missing you and its good to know that you are waiting for me and you still feel the same way and everything you said was true.

    • Anonymous replied

      Okay im calm I blew my nose and dried my eyes and took some deep breathes lol

    • Anonymous replied

      Im sorry so many emotions just hit me all at once lol

    • Anonymous replied

      I'm sure we will bump into each other but everything was true, and I hope you really believe it now. It's okay to be sad just don't let it get the best of you

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear I wont, I love you.

    • Anonymous replied

      I love you too, you're gonna make it and everything will work out and come together. And you do the have to describe it to me because I already know dear

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear

    • Anonymous replied

      I still have all those letters :)

    • Anonymous replied

      I have a little book of when ever I think about you I write down my feelings. Ill save all of those.

    • Anonymous replied

      I can't wait to read them <3

    • Anonymous replied

      We can read them together :)

    • Anonymous replied

      Dont stay up to late so you arent all tired for school hon

    • Anonymous replied

      It might be hard to sleep tonight so I'll get to bed early (: I'm usually happy to wake up for class. You better fix your sleep too

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear I will. How come it might be hard to sleep tonight? Please dont be sad, im here and everything ive said is true and ive meant everything ive said. Please dont be sad :)

    • Anonymous replied

      3 years is nothing in the grand scheme of things, please dont be sad. Just think about the forever we will spend together, this life and the next :)

    • Anonymous replied

      I know I'm just going to really miss you.

    • Anonymous replied

      You're right. It's actually not long and it will go fast when you're busy..

    • Anonymous replied

      I know and im going to miss you to, believe me, but it wont be long just remember that, and just remember that everything ive said on here has been true and ive meant every word ive said

    • Anonymous replied

      I dont want you to be sad, just like you dont want me to be sad. Theres nothing to be sad about, because I love you and im yours forever :) and I know its hard and you wont be hurting alone and as soon as I can, you know where ill be, right back to you.

    • Anonymous replied

      and just like you told me hon, im always with you.

    • Anonymous replied

      I love you Heidi, youre my heart my soul my angel and the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. Ive meant everything ive said on here and I will always keep my promises and everything ive said is and will always be true. Youre the answer to my prayers, and I love you with every fiber of my being, I hope you know that, and ill be missing you and hurting a long side you.

    • Anonymous replied

      Youre the best thing that ever happened to me, no one could ever take your place :)

    • Anonymous replied

      I know can't even imagine how someone could. I don't even think about it. I love you and I can't wait to be with you forever.

    • Anonymous replied

      The only thing ive thought about and the only thing I do think about is you, and just praying to god this time goes quickly, and I cant wait either, lets have fun when we are ghosts too :D

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I like mornings but it's very tiring by Thursday I'm shot. I'll wait as long as I need to too and I really did mean everything now and always. Maybe shoot for 14 dear believe in yourself.

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear :)

    • Anonymous replied

      I wish I could be there when you get home to rub your back and have movies ready to relax after a long day. Also id keep the house clean so you arent mad about a dirty house

    • Anonymous replied

      Id even learn to cook some vegan food so you woudent have to cook anything either

    • Anonymous replied

      Do you remember that one time we stayed up until like eight in the morning watching movies and we slept all day and took a walk at sunset. Also on my top ten

    • Anonymous replied

      Just as long as you keep the house clean I'm happy but I don't mind cooking and shopping and the other domestic crap

    • Anonymous replied

      I do one of the best days and nights of my life. We were always up until the wee hours of the morning talking watching movies and making love

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear ill keep the house clean, but ill surprise you some days

    • Anonymous replied

      I know. It was so nice it was like time didn't even exist.

    • Anonymous replied

      Time moved so fast, its been moving so slow now

    • Anonymous replied

      I miss everything about us

    • Anonymous replied

      I don't miss everything but mostly everything. We were really beautiful together.

    • Anonymous replied

      I dont miss the bad but I hope youre proud of me

    • Anonymous replied

      Im gonna cry :(

    • Anonymous replied

      I am. I've never been so proud of you, don't be sad don't cry everything is going to be fine (:

    • Anonymous replied

      I love you Heidi

    • Anonymous replied

      I know I just had a wave of emotion pour over me, im sorry

    • Anonymous replied

      I love you too and it's okay I just don't want you to be sad my dear

    • Anonymous replied

      Im trying, but how can I not be you know its hard

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I need to go soon..

    • Anonymous replied

      Oh wow this car looks nice, what color is it? How soon and for how long? :(

    • Anonymous replied

      Mines silver (: I'll stay until like eight and I don't really know but it shouldn't matter because I'm still here waiting for you you know

    • Anonymous replied

      I know but you know how much ive missed you

    • Anonymous replied

      If only I could put every tear ive cried into a jar and show them to you.

    • Anonymous replied

      Its really nice to know that you do mean everything you said :) love like this only comes once in a lifetime lets not waste it.

    • Anonymous replied

      I know I've missed you too and I will still miss you but at least I got to talk to you some more again..

    • Anonymous replied

      I know and we won't. Well get everything we want one day together (:

    • Anonymous replied

      I didnt think love like this could still exist in this day and age, maybe we are just old souls and maybe we both found each other sooner than expected

    • Anonymous replied

      What time do you get up for school?

    • Anonymous replied

      I feel the same way. Except for your 12 year old humor hahaha. Then again I'm like five so it's fine. I'm up early usually 745 but it's an hour and fifteen to school each way for me.

    • Anonymous replied

      Same at least I got to talk to you and catch up and see how things were going, and to know that you still feel the same way, and that you are waiting, as am I and as I will still be, forever if thats what it takes :)

    • Anonymous replied

      Im sure you had your doubts to but I meant everything ive said Heidi, youre my angel and I love you.

    • Anonymous replied

      My 12 year old humor will grow and evolve over time, maybe ill even have the humor of a 13 year old some day

    • Anonymous replied

      Thats the one thing I hated about school was waking up so early. I hate early mornings. I didnt mind them so much when I got to wake up to you though.

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    You're like twelve lol. I'm not going to change my mind. I stopped talking to her after she did some weird sh** for rent money I was like yeah goodbye. Fritzi is beautiful is always

    • Anonymous replied

      My sense of humor is close to 12 I would say lol and thats fine still love you. Oh yeah thats right she sold pictures of her self for money I didnt know you stopped talking to her because of that. What is your new car I want to look it up

    • Anonymous replied

      Children is something I can compromise on but remember if you ever did go baby crazy id still love you, I told you I would a long time ago

    • Anonymous replied

      I remember that conversation, it was sweet but I can honestly say I'd never want kids. I have an 07 Jetta (: it's so nice

    • Anonymous replied

      And yeah I don't want people in my life that would rather degrade themselves then f***ing try I was like get out.

    • Anonymous replied

      No kids it is then :) and I really do not care either or is fine with me but you say no kids then no kids it is then. I just dont get it you could just you know, get a job instead of doing something like that...

    • Anonymous replied

      Boundaries babe im always going to respect your boundaries and never cross them.

    • Anonymous replied

      Promise?

    • Anonymous replied

      Yes dear I promise and I said I would never break another promise and I mean it.

    • Anonymous replied

      Ive meant everything ive said and im never going to break another promise :)

    • Anonymous replied

      I hope you trust me on that, even if its just a little

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I take being a car mom VERY seriously haha. Oh yeah that was like a few weeks after my surgery that was a nice day. I don't remember I think I made you dinner and that was kinda it or was that when we watched little women

    • Anonymous replied

      Its good training for when you become an actual mom. I mean what? I didnt say that JUST A FIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION. It was it was a beautiful day. I dont remember what we did after, probably just chilled and watch stupid TV shows and laugh at how horrible people are

    • Anonymous replied

      I resent that

    • Anonymous replied

      That little women show is just one big face palm

    • Anonymous replied

      Dont leave me because I made a mom joke please D:

    • Anonymous replied

      Please dont call me a whore and throw a glass at my head. No more abuse please no one deserves to be abused

    • Anonymous replied

      It was hilarious though you have to admit. WTF was that even about lol

    • Anonymous replied

      It is hilarious but its so cringe sometimes. Ive laughed my a** off quite a few times from that show though. What was what about?

    • Anonymous replied

      That joke lol oh god I knew it I knew this day would come you want kids ew ew ew

    • Anonymous replied

      No its way to early to be thinking about children no way

    • Anonymous replied

      I cant even support myself I can have a little mini me running around when I cant even pay for myself lol

    • Anonymous replied

      I know you hate kids and dont want them but maybe you will change your mind someday

    • Anonymous replied

      I hate people that just have kids without any thought to what they are doing. Like you can barely afford to live, but your having kids? Please stop. Those people take advantage of Government hand outs though, they see children as a free check from the Government. It actually makes me sick that people would do that, like your bringing a human being into the world its not your pay check its a f***ing life man

    • Anonymous replied

      If I did have a kid though I would totally have him do the doctor evil thing with me. That would be dope

    • Anonymous replied

      ANWAY lol hows fritzi coming along?

    • Anonymous replied

      Also do you still talk to Heather? Is she still baby crazy did she finally have one.

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I died last night and I put a lot of work into finding music haha. I miss you too, I need to go work on fritzi so If i'm slow that's why

    • Anonymous replied

      Np

    • Anonymous replied

      Make her shine

    • Anonymous replied

      I remember the one day you were cleaning stan and I was spraying you with the hose you were getting so mad :D

    • Anonymous replied

      I remember when you showed me the house you grew up in to by your school too and I picked some the flowers that were growing for you

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I need to start going to bed earlier lol

    • elevenelevenn replied

      Me too I have like zero energy. I hope you slept well (:

    • Anonymous replied

      I did im starting to stretch the sleepy out lol but I cant be sleeping until 3 pm everyday because of my new job gotta get to bed earlier but im so used to staying up all night.

    • Anonymous replied

      Good song btw you always have the chillest music.

    • Anonymous replied

      Hbu howd you sleep babe

    • Anonymous replied

      sitting in an open room thinking of how much i miss you