I'm supposed to be happy. But i'm not. I did something yesterday I've wanted to do for years and the anxiety went down.. it shouldn't still ache i should be HAPPY. I'm not happy. Nothing makes me happy and I can't... I don't know what to do. I'm not suicidal, i just want to feel better. It's a struggle to get out of bed in the morning.. I'm failing 3 classes and i really need help i can't keep doing this but there's nothing else i CAN do except grin and bear it. #Venting #Depression