Uh so I've never done this before but I need too so here it goes.

I feel empty, I don't cry and feel like this a lot however when I do it is like a tornado. I keep a lot of things bottled in and I know that is bad but I don't care. Basically when I cry in front of you I have reached my breaking point and the fake smiles stop. My best friend who I love the most is getting close to this boy and she's started changing a lot and I don't know what to do. I hate my body, I feel fat, I'm not as pretty as my friends, I'm disgusting.

So that was probably cringy but eh sorry ://