LIFE IS NOT FAIR.
There are people who are smart, has money and can aTTEND MED SCHOOL AT HARVARD. ON THE OTHER HAND, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO DOES NOT EVEN HAVE MONEY TO BUY FOOD. I DONT UNDERSTAND THIS WORLD.
me & my gf: *walking down the street to ft*
Me: *texting one of my friends discussing something dumb*
Her: who are you talking to
Me: [friends name]
Her: are you talking about me
Her: don't lie to me.
Me: I'm not
Me: I'm not a child
Her: *storms off*
Me: *stupidly follows*
Her: are you going to give me your phone now?
Me: *hesistantly gives her my phone*
Her: *reads through my messages. Looks up*
[To Be Continued]
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