It's been 3 months since I broke up with him. 6 months since we started talking. At first, it was all a joke. We were joking around about being partners, but then we fell for each other. 3 months of joking around and confusion, and we finally told each other how we felt. A day into us dating, I knew something was wrong. I didn't feel the kind of love I wanted to feel for him. So I broke things off. I told him we could try again in the future, when we were able to get to know each other more. But he decided it was best for us to just be friends. We are still friends today and we occasionally make small talk. Honestly, the only reason we still speak is because of our streak on Snapchat. When I see him in class talking to one of my best friends and laughing, it makes me so g**d*** sad because that used to be us, you know? Everything reminds me of him and what we could have been. But I'm certain he's moved on. When am I ever going to get over this? I just miss the way we used to talk all day every day. #love #relationships #friends