I'm in love with a girl that I've known for about 10+ years. We've been in high school together and we currently attend the same church. We recently became close friends, and I get nervous when she brings up dating guys because I've been wanting to date her for years. But as of late, she no longer talks to me much, she doesn't give me hugs like she used to, sometimes we butt heads. She's cute, smart, sweet, everything Is want in a girlfriend/wife. I'm getting anxiety from not being able to text her without more than a one word response. I feel that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Idk what to do, I want to pour my heart out to her but I don't want to at the same time, I'm afraid that her reaction can break me. Convince me to tell her somehow.