I wish that he actually liked me. Like what kind of talking is talking when you stay loyal and he f***s a new b**** everyday. Like and then he wonders why I would have sex with him. Like I really do like him but he doesn't understand that I actually want something. He says he does to but then he wants to still f*** other girls. I don't know if I can take any of it much longer. I have tried to stop talking to him 5 different times and he always tells me that im ugly and I should go kill myself. Well first off I know im not ugly cuz if I was would I have over 1000 followers on instagram and also would I be getting comments saying im pretty and sh**? Nah I wouldn't. I am back to talking to him again. He says its ganna be different but will it? I try and try to trust him but idk if I can. My heart is already broken and I think f I go on im ganna lose the guy who is head over hills for me since day one and also already wants to settle down and get married. Maybe that is because he is a marine but idk what to do anymore....