I'm going through my first break up right now. It's very difficult for me. I thought I was over crying, but I find myself crying again today. He broke up with me because he felt that his culture was more important to him, and that it would not work between us because I am not of his ethnicity. He keeps saying he wishes we could have had more time together, but he's the one whoc hise to leave me. I should be thankful at least that he told me how he really felt, but I'm having a tough time with this. Iw ant to take it like an adult, but I feel like no matter what I do I'm just being immature and childish. I wish he'd come back to me, but he was honest in saying he felt it was never possible. We wished each other well for the future, but I'm still wishing he would have a future with me- as wrong as that is. It really hurts. When I complain to my friends, they just sort of say "Okay" and I realize it is just a "You can't do much about it" situation, but I wish it were different. I feel undone. I know I can pick myself up, but I feel so weak and immature at the moment. I'm still wishing things had gone differently even though they won't. I'm getting all these petty little revenge fantasies for the purpose of making him feel bad even though that's wrong. It sucks. I feel like no matter what I do, it just brings in some pain that hurts just as bad. I wish he never left, but he has. I just have to accept that he has.
- 5d -- 3:26pm
You're going to miss him, and you're going to be feeling pretty sad for a while, but just keep in mind that when one door closes, another door opens. Something even better is going to come in the future, you just have to be patient.
You'll get through this, if he wasn't willing to be with you because of his culture, then he clearly isn't the right person for you.
Stay strong, you can do it.