Im getting tired of you not letting me talk or vent. Your so over dramatic saying iv been going on for 15 mins when it has only been 5 minutes you freaking prick! You make assumptions on why im mad. And your always wrong! You act as if you dont know me at all! And when i actually do something kind you have the nerve to say what are you on? Than joke after you see my reaction and tell me you were joking! Well its not funny it has and never will be funny.
I'm scared ! I'm pregnant with my first child and questioning whether or not il be a good mother. Had a rough relationship with my own mother growing up and I fear I will become her. My husband and I have been together about 4 years and since I've been pregnant I don't feel I make him happy anymore. My lack of sex drive since I've been pregnant is to blame I know but it's just so hard getting in the mood these days. He's been doing the best he can dealing with me but I think... read more
I still love you.
I don't know what is making me refrain from telling you, but I think it's the fact that you act like I am nothing compared to everyone else. I give you a compliment, and you just stare back at me like wtf last time I checked compliments were positive. Everytime I close my eyes, i see your face staring back at me, smiling, laughing, showing some kind of emotion. I know that you are a nice person, because a while ago you acted as if I was your friend. What ... read more
Odd. I have such a bad judgement on men. I seem to find men when they are in the stage of life where they are perfect image of a good man. Lol but usually turn to giant non working addicts or crazies. So here i am again falling in love. Its so hard not to look for the hidden bomb. He has beautiful heart, wonderdul artist, believes in god, appies gods words to life, works, but im scared. Just little things...like going to his sisters and i sit in the car??? Thats odd. So i don... read more
I hate my life because I will forever be alone. I have no family no friends, no anything. I rarely go out and always stay at home. I want to go out more often but I can't because according to my parents jurisdiction; I'm not allowed to go off living freely until I am 21. How wretched. I don't have a car and can't drive even though I'm turning 18 soon because my parents don't want to teach me how. This sucks. My parents are ignorant and don't know how to take care of me. From ... read more
For 6 years i have been in love with a girl that could never be completely mine. She would hold on to me and tell me she loved me until she found someone new and better, this happen 3 times. We were together for 4 years and had plans to get married. I moved states for her and gave her every bit of me but it was never enough. I don't hate her, I want her to have a happy life and I am happy that we stopped before it got worse and that i can grow to know her as a friend again. I... read more