Boys should never hit their girlfriends. So why do I still love him? One hit is one too many, and he treated me like trash the entire last month of our relationship, so I broke it off. Kinda sad, 2-3 years of best friendship and then 10 months of dating down the toilet. -_- I hope I never see him again, no matter how much I care about him.
I have an unhealthy obsession with him. I fantasize that he is still mine I think of him daily. Just being around his scent and him drives me crazy. I never felt so driven before to make him mine. I left my earrings at his place so if another girl is there she will see that he is mine.I want to leave hickies and marks to show everyone not to touch. I want to be his center of attention I want to touch him I want him to beg and yearn for me. I blank out when I think of him a vo... read more
I'm still so bummed... It's been a week since I heard from him.
I just wish I knew if we was okay! Is he mad at me? Did I do something? Did I come on too strong again? Has he been deported? Is he hurt? Is he dead? Is there a major problem in his life? I don't know... I just wish he'd tell me.
My boyfriend and I have been in a long distance relationship for almost a year now and i've been looking for a job to make money to see him. We're both trying really hard. I live in France, he lives in Texas. I just need about 400 euros so i don't need a really well paying job. But lately he's been feeling really down and earlier he told me he's afraid if i get a job, i'll meet a guy closer to me and leave him. How can i help him believe I won't ? i'm really just trying to ma... read more
I read all the comments from my previous posts and in my mind I know everyone's right ...he's an unappreciative scumbag and I deserve someone better who will love me who will put me above all no lies and no secrets ...and I know that .
But my heart doesn't understand it still wonders how you could hurt me that bad , why you could look me in my eyes and lie.
My heart still aches and pain is beyond anything belief .