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    If you read this H I just want to say that I love you, and I hope all is going well in your life, and I hope you are happy and I want to apologize again for my behavior. Even before that big fight we had, as far back into our relationship I can remember sometimes I you would my feelings and get mad, or I wouldb think I was right and want to win the argument and I would get mad and be verbally and emotionally abusive. My behavior and how I acted and the things I said to you was wrong, it was so wrong and I just want to say that I'm sorry for everything I've ever done or have ever said to hurt you and your feelings. We were partners key word is PARTNER. In the times that you hurt my feelings, I could have easily just told you that what you said hurt my feelings and not get angry and act on impulse, or when we were having an argument I shouldn't have been trying to "win" I should have been listening to you and trying to reach solutions without getting mad and not treating you like my partner key word PARTNER. I had never been in a real relationship before you, and In my child hood I was a very angry young man, I don't know why but I had a very bad temper and problems with anger. I will be 24 tomorrow and I'm not a kid anymore and I'm changing this behaviour. If sometime happens and my feelings get hurt, I will just tell you that that hurt my feelings without getting mad and bring verbally abusive, and if and when we have disagreements, instead of trying to win and always have to be the one that's right, I will listen to you and if I did something to hurt your feelings and if I KNOW that I'm in the wrong I will apologize say I'm sorry and change whatever is wrong. I have learned so much from these classes and I have learned so much about what it means to really be in a happy loving caring relationship and I just want to thank you for making me see the error of my ways and how wrong I was. I know it wasent easy for you to leave me, I know you loved me with everything that you had, the reason that you left was, was because of me. Thank you for everything that you did for me, I've learned so much and thank you for helping me change into the person that I am right now. I also just want to say that I love you, and is always have. I loved you so much, from the moment I met you I felt a real true and honest connection and I loved you with evetrying that I had. You really were answer to my prayers, the woman/person that cane into my life when I needed her the most I cried and I prayed for the person I could spend the rest of my life with. I never knew life could be so amazing and I never knew how happy I could truly be. I was the happiest man in the world everyday I got to wake up and and tell you good morning and talk to you from when I woke up, until I went to bed. Everday that I got to see you, hold you talk to you, be around you and your amazing family was a dream come true. Bo didn't know it was possible to be so happy and to find someone with whom a love so strong and a connection so strong was possible. I know what you did was not easy, but you did what you had to do, because at times I could be verbally and emotionally abusive, but you believed in me and you saw the amazing good in me and you believed that I could change my behaviors and change those bad parts about me, I hope you know that I have changed it took a lot and it took so much to do it but I hope you know that I've never been more serious in my life about changing thsee behaviors not just for me but because a good person is what I want to be, and if you still want to be with me and and you still love me and want to be with me for ever I promise things are going to be different. I will always be good to you, and treat you the way YOU want to be treated. With love, kindness, respect, patience honesty loyalty and every other good thing under the sun. I mean all of this and I've meant every word that I've said on here. I love you Heidi, you are my angel and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, even when we are ghosts. I hope you will always feel the same way, and I hope that you will and are still waiting for me. I've said this before and I couldent be more serious when I say that I'm meant for 1 person and 1 person only, that my hand is made for 1 person only, and the love in my heart and the goodness in my soul is meant for one person and 1 person only, and that's you. I love you Heidi LS. You are my heart, my soul, my angel and the woman that I want to spend this life with, this life and the next for better and for worse, through the good and the bad, rich or for poor and this life and the next. I really hope you see this and I really hope you are doing well and you are safe, I love you and I can't wait for this to be over and see you and be with you again. Hopefully until death do us part. It's all up to me and I will not let you, or myself down. I know I've said that before but I'm going to DO IT. No more trying only DOING. I don't expect your instant trust or instant forgiveness but I hope you believe in me and I want you to just see that I really have changed. I will be loving and patient and understanding and a good man, to my partner always. I love you honey :)

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    I just woke up and it was 11:11 :D

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    You are my angel Heidi, and I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you :) I've meant everything I've said on here and I hope you did too and will always feel the same and I hope you know things are going to be different and so much better :)

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    7 more classes to go babe and I'm done :) and I hope you know I've taken this very seriously and payed attention. Me getting mad and being verbally and emotionally abusive is over. Every single problem that we've ever had in our relationship was my fault. I take full responsibility and accountability for my actions and behaviours and I'm sorry for every time I hurt you in our relationship and you did the right thing by leaving me and calling the police and getting me put into these classes, because I was wrong and my behaviour was wrong. I hope you know that I love you and I will always love you and I'm sorry and I hope you are doing better now. I'm sorry for every time I was verbally and emotionally abusive and hurt you. I hope you know thats over with.

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I love you baby, always and forever this life and the next <3 you are my angel!

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    I hope everything has been going well, I know you're almost done with the semester I know you probably can't wait! I just wish that we could hang out once it was over. Hopefully I'll get to talk to you again soon, and please if you can write me a letter for my birthday!

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    Also Heidi, I just want to say that I have no problem being a lone for 3 years waiting for you. I've meant everything I've said and I love you and want to be with you forever. I have no problem with this as long as everything you said was true , and you meant everything youve said and love me and want to be with me forever too. I would wait as long as it takes to be with the woman that I love, and the woman that stole my heart and soul :). Just as long as everything you said was true and you really so mean everything you've said and feel the same way!

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I was finally able to kiss you in my dreams last night and I cried and apologized to your mom for my abusive behaviour.

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    After this is all over I never want to lose you ever again. I love you Heidi and my heart and soul are in so much pain without you here :(

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    It still hits me so hard, I lost the best thing that ever happened to me, I lost my best friend my lover and my partner. I lost my angel I lost something so beautiful and amazing and real. I lost the woman that made me the happiest and luckiest man in the world, I lost the woman that made me the happiest man in the world. I lost my angel and the best thing that ever happened to me and it's all my fault. I have no elaw to blame but myself, I made so many mistakes and I was abusive sometimes and hurt you and you did the right thing when you left me and called the cops on me. You did the right thing and I respect you for doing it. I'm sorry Heidi for everything I'm sorry for being abusive and hurting you. I doby know if you will every truly forgive me, but I hope you know how sorry I am and how I love you. You did the right thing.

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I hope you are having an amazing break, and I hope school and home life and life in general is being good and amaxing to you. I love you honey.

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    You don't have to like I said, but if you would like, please write me that letter I never got the chance to read for my birthday and I will save it and keep it with me always and take everything you say in it seriously and do the things that I need to do, and change the things that need to be changed and work hard like I never have in my entire life to make sure that I am where u need to be when we start our life together. A letter on my birthday from you would be a dream come true.

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    Keeping my promises doing what I say, meaning what I say doing what I'm supposed and changing the abusive behaviors I had exhibited. I'm doing it this for me, and for you because nothing matters more then our relationship and my life with you in the future. I love Heidi and I've meant every word I've said. I will always treat you well, with love respect kindness patience understanding respecting your boundries listening to you and being there for you when it matters the most, being honest and kind and dependable and caring and loyal. This is the person I want to be. A kind caring loving honest dependable loyal partner. These are and this is the person I want to be, for myself and for you. I love you Heidi and I hope that you really do wait for me. Please stay safe, and be well and I hope you live everyday in happiness and when we start our life together I hope I make you the happiest women alive. My heart my soul my angel and the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, the woman that stole my heart, and my soul. I am no one else but yours Heidi. You are the best thing thats ever happened to me, and I'm the luckiest man alive to have a partner that still loves me and still has faith in me, even after everything that happened between us. For you to still have faith in me and us and our relationship and our future, I really could not ask for anything more. I coudent have asked for a better person, I'm crying right now while I write this because I just can't get ever over the fact that even after everything you still love me and you still believe in means you still have faith in me and us, and the beautiful love that we share, and the beautiful life we could and will have together, and I can't believe that after everything you would wait to be with me again. I couldn't ask for a better life then a life with your love, a life with you and your love is more than I could have ever asked or prayed for. Life was so beautiful and amazing and I was so happy when I was with you, everyday I was happy to be alive knowing that I got to say good morning to such an amazing person, knowing that you would always be here and be there for me and that I had the love of a beautiful woman with a connection so real and so pure. I love you always

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    I will always call you my partner from now on, because we are partners we are in this togethe we are on the same side :)

  • Anonymous left a Comment

    Please write me a letter for my birthday Heidi. I would really like that. Maybe you can reach write that letter I didn't get a chance to read. I just want to apologize for my behavior again, and the way I acted and the way I spoke to you. I'm sorry for bring so disrespectful and rude and mean and angry, and I'm sorry for hurting you. I know you loved me, more than anything and I know that what you had to do was hard, but leaving me was the right thing to do. I'm so sorry for everytime I got angry and was verbally abusive to you. Even before this happened I was verbally abusive to you when I would get angry sometimes. I'm sorry for everytime that I ever hurt you when we were together and I'm so sorry for every time I was verbally and emotionally abusive. No one deserves to be abused in any form, especially the woman that I love and loved so much. I hope you know that I've taken a lot of steps and am taking my classes seriously and really changing my behavior and I will never be abusive to you or anyone ever again, in any way shape or form. There's no other word to describe my behavior other than abusive. I take full responsibility and accountability for my actions and behavior, it was wrong and I'm sorry, and I'm sorry everyone I ever hurt you. I hope you know that I loved you, with all my heart, everything that I had, you were the best thing that ever happened to me, I was the luckiest and happiest man in the world, you were the answer to my prayers, you were my angel. You still are all these things to me, and i still feel the same way and always will, I hope you always will too and I hope you in know that things are going to be different Heidi, I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I hope you will wait for me. Until then I coudent ask for anything more on my birthday then a letter from you. You don't have to but I would love to read that letter I never got the chance to read. I love you Heidi and I hope you are doing well. I miss you.