I dont have a job, I dont have a girlfriend everyone around me has someone. they ahave a way of getting money. I havent been able to sell my stuff online. Im not well known enough for people to want to commision me for artwork. Ive applied to so many places for work. I need the money now more then everr. Im going to college next year. But whats the point. im on prozac and its not working. I dont know if this is a side effect but i feel sad and horrible. i wish i had someone t... read more
I hate the g**d*** mail system in this stupid community. I rely on weekly sixty dollar checks and often become desperate when it's even a day late. So it used to come consistently on Tuesday right? Wednesday at worst. Naturally I got used to it mostly coming on Tuesday and so, when it suddenly became rare for a Tuesday check I was a little pissed. But whatever it's just a day, I can deal with it. So this week I'm broke on Monday, fine I still have some sh** left in my fridge.... read more
What goes through my boyfriends head when he gets me gifts? Like he's given me the strangest sh**! Stuffed animals, a straw Chinese doll, a placemat with art, potted flowers , daisies from the roadside.... I just can't comprehend where these ideas come from? Is he trying to impress me with unconventional ideas?
if i hide all my anxieties on muttr it's like they don't exist!!!
i don't wanna do this! i feel like an a**h*** !! i should be paid for my work but it's awkward to ask!!! even though that's what you're obviously doing since you came to me interested in paying for my work!!!! i can't tell by your tone how you feel because you're so neutral and it's making me feel like a b****!!!!! maybe if i was a dude instead of a girl i wouldn't feel like asking for a basic (SMALL MIGHT I AD... read more