Am I suffering from depression or am I just lacking the motivation to study? I need to study and time is running out, but I just can't get into studying. I can die because then I'll be leaving behind student loans and making my parents suffer. If that's the case then it'll be better if my parents die with me, but I'm a coward. I'm a coward and know that I shouldn't kill myself or my family... and because I still want to live and do things I haven't yet. I hope I'll get the mo... read more
TRIGGER WARNING: BULLYING/SUICIDE ATTEMPTS MENTION
Okay, I don't mean to trigger anyone or anything, but I need to vent.
I'm sick of this. Every day it's the same; the same people, the same outcome, the same names, the same everything. I'm tired of being humiliated for no reason other than the fact that I find guys attractive. I don't want to go back to school. I'm /scared/ of August 14th, because I know it'll just keep happening. Sometimes I think about everything, and wond... read more
I'm graduating in December from high school a whole semester early. I want a job for the weekends only, Saturday, Sunday, and/or Monday. I would do more but I just can't handle that on top of the heavy workload this semester. Do you think I can get a job just for weekends at Fast food or something? Any advice is appreciated
After a few days of feeling incredibly unmotivated to study for my exams, I'm pretty sure I might fail the one I'm taking tomorrow. I feel like an actual idiot for being so unable to study - it shouldn't be this hard but I've had enough time to study, as evidenced by my classmates asking questions in the group chat every day while I sit and think "I should be studying". I feel like I might fail, and that would just suck -
even though I can retake the test I want, NEED, the ti... read more
Im so gonna f***ing kill her, Cut her into tiniest pieces, Burn her till no more ash is left, Watch her choke on those f***ing big words that come out of her sh**y mouth.
. Yeah. If i stay in her class 1 more sec, i might just commit murder.
I'm not gonna hang mself up though i'm so tempted after Chester did it.
Cuz i feel she's just gonna smile more if i died.
Teacher or not, i want her to rot in hell.
die die die ... college was the biggest mistake in my life.
I don't know what to do? Tomorrow I will go to on campus orientation for college. Last chance to change a major. I don't know what to do, I chose criminal justice; but last night I went back to doing art. That was the worst thing I could do because I realize I love it, that it can't be a hobby for me. That makes me so upset, I'm supposed to do something with my life everyone expects me to. I don't know what do, do I change my major or do I leave it? I need help please someone... read more