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Anonymous says

So I recently came to the conclusion that life f***ing sucks. I've been in a rut for a while now. For the last couple of weeks I've left my room approximately five times, except for that, the only daylight I see is when I physically drag myself out of bed to go buy a pack and feed my addiction. Other than that, I just stay in my room, staring at my ceiling. I don't go to class, I don't sleep, I don't eat, I don't communicate with anyone anymore, I'm just so fed up with everyt... read more

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Anonymous says

I went for a drive last night and almost didn't come back. I stayed in bed until 2 today, went out for forty minutes, and immediately went back because I felt too overwhelmed. I'm so tired of this burnout but there's no end in sight--other than the actual end of the semester, in three weeks. This time in three weeks, I'll be on a layover waiting for my connecting flight to take me to my local airport. But those three weeks seem interminable. I'm so, so tired, physically and e... read more

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  milivojii says

sometimes i wish i wasnt so lonely and i wasnt so afraid to trust people
and that i had someone to love who wouldn't hurt me
i really do like someone but i dont have the guts to tell them
and they like someone else
and if we were in a relationship, we wouldnt be happy
and it makes me sad because i dont want to be lonely for the rest of my life
i want to find someone and get to know them and learn to trust and love them and spend the rest of... read more

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  Anonymous says

Feeling lost and don't know what to do. Currently in my junior year of college, going to be a senior next year. Don't really know what I want to do after college and just doing what is expected of me. Don't really have many friends, I want to make more, but I just don't know how to and don't feel comfortable talking really. I'm also currently in a relationship, I love him but I'll also occasionally feel like we should move on. But I never know how to talk to him about it, and... read more

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  Anonymous says

Anyone who has obsessive compulsive and borderline personality disorders?

I wish I can meet one around me...

I feel so alone.

I can't talk to anyone. It's hard to trust people.

I don't even trust my family and any doctor. I don't even trust meds. What do I do now.

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  Anonymous says

Do you really think personality disorders can be treated? No. So stop pushing me into getting into the rehab. No, that place, those people can't help me. No one can. I am just like this. There's nothing we can do about that. Just ignore me. I'm not even causing you harm or anything. I've got savings. I can survive on my own. I am not asking for help. Just leave me alone.

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  Anonymous says

Feel like I'm going to explode, not coping at all and I don't know why all this terrible sh** happens to me. How the f*** am I so alone in this God forsaken world and having to cope with a suicidal mother and abusive father who constantly playing mind games with me and trying to get in contact with me and my friends who hardly bother with me or seem to care. It's not cool, it's not fun, I get it. But I'm f***ing falling ... read more

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  Anonymous says

The start of 2018 has been awful. To start off, Jan 3rd, I found out I was expecting my 3rd child, it wasn't planned, and was a total shock, then two days later I found out my husband, was cheating on me, for the third time, with another military wife, I gave him one last chance to get his sh** straight for our relationship and for our two boys, which are 3 and 1 years old. In February, we got a new car, and started the process of becoming first time home buyer's, and thought... read more

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Anonymous says

I love how my mom is like, "I need a real man," when the guy she is dating wont commit to her, lives with his mom and acts like a rude man child. He will yell at her that her food has to much sugar in it even if it is just normal bread and cannot sleep if a pin drops in the room. Like yes, a real man should live with his mom at 50, while she is over here paying for her two children and apartment alone. Even though the gu... read more

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Anonymous says

Can I justify being satisfied with being by myself and that whole "don't-need-anybody to make me feel happy and loved" philosophy when I really, really want somebody to make me feel happy and loved? And the main reason I am alone is because sharing vulnerabilities and emotions with others, even family, scares me because I'm afraid of people finding out that my personality is actually just ugly and disgusting and that the... read more

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  Anonymous says

I’ve been married twice, and I feel like I keep ending up with the same type of woman. Someone who blames me when I’m unhappy with how things are going. Lack of intimacy and effort and when I bring this up, I’m called a misogynist. Somehow I’m supposed to stay interested while I’m neglected. I take care of the kids and do 90% of the housework and I work a day job. What’s the point of being married when I do most of the work alone. And since he won't take me Seriously it's even worse. How do i avoid him without him following me?

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  Anonymous says

Muttr makes me feel I'm not alone in all this

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  Anonymous says

I told them to leave me alone I was nice until you started threatening my family.. sorry I had to report you to the police.. But.. I didn’t have a choice I asked so nicely to leave me alone... now if you contacted any of my family you will go to jail!? I didn’t want it to come to this... But. You made a choice I guess... 😔

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  Anonymous says

I hate sleeping alone

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Anonymous says

i'm so damn scared of hurting my friends when i talk to them, but just my sad presence hurts them. i drag people down to my level until they can't escape, and we all just sit in the belly of the beast, still completely alone. no matter how many people i fill the hole in my heart with, they all eventually realize i'm just a void that sucks all positivity in.
i can only see one cure for this, yet, even in the darknes... read more

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Anonymous says

Lately i have been feeling really alone. I just got over suffering from some mad depression a month ago and i think its coming back over me again like some huge tidal wave. I feel myself drowning, further and further into a person I don't wanna be- and I'm struggling to even come back to the surface. I have little to no friends in school- all of the ones i have are fake. I'm trying to connect with someone so they can act... read more

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  Anonymous says

I’m so pissed. I’m so f***ing pissed. Here I am, sitting in my room and trying to keep from balling my eyes out. Everyone claims my mom is considering and kind and sh**, and then she screams at me that my grades are bad and then she’ll make me quit my job if I don’t get them to a 3.5. I know it sounds childish, but it really made me mad. Mostly, though, I’m upset at what she said more recently. Apparently I’m a selfish brat that doesn’t care about anyone but the... read more

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Anonymous says

I hate myself. I don't want to exist. People like me should die. People like me should not exist in the first place but God decided to create us anyway and who suffers through it? Not him. I cannot go through 1 f***ing week without being an awful sh** of a person. I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!! I am alone, angry, hateful, fearful and I want it to stop. I am 34. Suppose I live till 60. I can't do that. I wish... read more

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Anonymous says

Oi you know what? You would stick up for him you mysoginist. Update your world view. You'll die alone otherwise.

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