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Anonymous says

This is a partial story of my life, Justin. I was bored one day, and wanted to have a memory of all this for the future. I will remember this forever. As of you the reader, I am about to bring you to a world only I had experienced. And I will know. A lot of sh** happened, so I'll tell it to you anyways whether or not if you cared or not.
Ever since I was a kid. I had made one best friend every year and every grade. It was sort of a thing that just happened. I was young,... read more

  • 1 Mar 2015
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Anonymous says

I joined this club a few weeks ago. its fun i guess, to my friend that is... i feel so alone there. she is my only friend at this school and she is having a better time than i am...i am shy and its just hard in general for me to make new friends...my mom says to just to keep being in the club. i feel so alone. every week there a topic we discuss. i don't know anythi... read more

  • 1 Mar 2015
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  Anonymous says

Its wrong for me to feel this way. Its wrong for me to say this but my heart us hurt. She is a fat whore and she's always hoeing around. I hope that when she does die its forever alone. She talks crap about me n which I say stuff about her but nothing I don't say she didn't know cuz ill tell her to her face . Shes a fat whore who's always thinking that she's better than everyone else but that personality proves it all an... read more

  • 1 Mar 2015
Anonymous says

I'm just wondering how normal this is. I can get easily frightened and become paranoid a lot. Sometimes this is caused by reading or seeing something scary, but most of the time it's just caused by my own thoughts. When I get like this I imagine horrible humanoid like monsters that run out of dark empty rooms in the house that run and scream into my room to kill me or other things like that.

In the shower it can be worse due to some late childhood trauma I suffer... read more

  • 1 Mar 2015
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Anonymous says

Don't I deserve to be loved? I want someone to care for me too. As a friend, as a partner, as a person. Why do I feel so useless and lonely all the time? All my life I just tried to be nice to others and be accepted. It didn't work like that for me. I'm left outside alone.

  • 1 Mar 2015
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  Anonymous says

Someone asked me today "on a scale of one to ten, ten being very, how sexually active are you?" The boy next to me said zero. I asked what counted. They said anything involving sex. Fan fiction, touching, masturbation, porn, etc. After some thought I was convinced I was a five or six. I said nothing to them though. They called me a s*** and said I must have had sex twelve times in the last two days. I'm a virgin, a**h*** . I read fan fiction daily. I watch porn at least once ... read more

  • 28 Feb 2015
  Anonymous says

I always feel alone , yet I'm in a relationship. I love her dearly but I don't t feel like the feelings are mutual

  • 28 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

I've spent the past four and a half months doing everything for the man I love only to find out that throughout our entire relationship, he's been having sex with other girls... I stayed with him and we were going to work through things... now he says that he doesn't know if he wants to be with me. It sucks. I feel so worthless. I just want to go home, but I don't have one anymore. My mom lives five hours away and she moved in with her boyfriend and threw all my stuff in a cl... read more

  • 27 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

So this is now the third time a person has directly solicited me for, and I have given, money for their kid's fundraising thing or some start up or something, without even acknowledging receipt, let alone saying thanks.

Three different people, three separate things... so not the same person each time. Each time, I've had to check with the person to ensure they received it and they all said the same thing: "o... read more

  • 27 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

I want to cut him off, but I think he has a video of me changing my clothes..... He said he took it on accident and that he deleted it, but I don't trust him enough to believe that he deleted it--let alone that his "accidentally" leaving his phone camera on while it was in my room is true. As if any guy would delete a video of the girl he's been trying to f*** changing clothes. I've been trying to distance myself from hi... read more

  • 26 Feb 2015
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  Anonymous says

Uuuuugggghhhh! I wish I could make a move, dang it.

I don't think I'm ugly, but sometimes it frustrates me that I can't get a boyfriend and that makes me feel a little insecure. I don't feel particularly incomplete, I'd just like to have the experience. Maybe my standards are too high? Except I also don't really know what I'm looking for aside from wanting a lucky guy as a friend before he's my boyfriend.
Sometimes I feel like my crushes are reciprocated, a... read more

  • 26 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

Why do you keep talking to me. I HATE YOU! Why won't you just leave me alone. My whole school life is getting ruined because of youuuuuu

  • 26 Feb 2015
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  Anonymous says

I f***ing hate my life. Truly, I no longer wish to continue on- I'm done, as in done done. My heart cannot take anymore pain, and my mind cannot bear another day of acute, intensely horrible fear and anxiety. If I didn't have people that loved me, and would agonize over my death, I would end it here and now, mid-senten...but I'm not that cruel. It's horrible living only out of love for those that love you, while f***ing abhorring yourself. And they go on about their days, obl... read more

  • 25 Feb 2015
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  Anonymous says

I'm so g**d*** alone

  • 25 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough. That I depend on you too much. I would have been gone if it wasn't for you. I'm sorry never being a good sister. A good daughter. A good friend. I'm sorry that I never showed any of my emotions. I'm sorry I can't sleep at night. I'm sorry I can't get the straight A's you demand me to get. I'm sorry I can't be responsible. That I cry. I'm sorry I screw up all the time. I'm sorry I can't do anything right. I'm sorry you have to liv... read more

  • 25 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

Is it weird I like being alone and doing nothing? I really enjoy just sitting in the comfort of my home, watching tv, youtube, and reading/writing fanfic. Not getting dressed (rocking sweats and big t-shirts) is awesome. I was just wondering if I'm weird for being this way, I'm only 17 and not really into popularity or hanging out with friends. I like being alone.read more

  • 25 Feb 2015
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  Anonymous says

Advice needed.
I honestly don't know what to think of myself anymore. I'm 18 and just about to graduate high school. Up until about a year ago I identified as straight. I seriously thought I was. But I just don't know anymore. These two guy friends of mine drive my romance-senses through the freaking roof. (I'm a guy, by the way.) being with them in public is bad enough but whenever I'm alone with them my heart jus... read more

  • 25 Feb 2015
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AnneOminous says

Dreams are so weird. Had a really great dream last night. It was hot. I felt loved and wanted. I felt wanted... Something I don't feel irl. He wanted me, as I am. Wanted all of me, wanted to touch me. Loved me, in this body. Was crazy about me; all of me. Like this mystery man in my dream sincerely cared for me, enjoyed my wit, unleashed and reveled in my darkness as well as my light side. And then out of no where it all faded away and i was lying in a dark room read more

  • 24 Feb 2015
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Anonymous says

You raped me, yes it was consensual
but the feelings you had towards me were strictly sexual
You stripped me of my clothes, as well as my feelings
im now hoping for an ounce of healing
i came only for you
but you had me wandering without a clue
i was left stranded, naked, and alone in bed
im wanting to make sense of whats left in my head

You took advantage of my weak... read more

  • 24 Feb 2015
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