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okay so for starters. my dad passed away when i was only 10 and my mother has always been abusive so i went to live with my aunt and her fiance had molested me and she didn't believe me at first until my cousin told her. then as time went on my aunt turned out to be just as bad as my mother. she was controlling and basically made me her slave. then she told i had to either o into the military or she was going to kick me out. i was only 16. so i went into the military at 17 bu... read more
I feel like you're giving up on me as a mother. After we had one little fight and apparently that was you're breaking point. Because you've gone a week without talking to me and you refuse to let me even give you a sincere apology. So when you snap and ignore me it's okay but when I do that god forbid? I'm done too. And I can't wait to move out. Because I'm about to give up on you as a daughter. You always said that we would get through everything together. You were my read more
Okay, so like I started using when I was 12. Oxy and booze. I'm 15 now, and I slipped up from 4 months clean. Now I'm trying to find my way back, and I just feel incredibly lonely. I know how many people there are that go through the same thing, but without the drug I feel desperate. I feel like the whole world is falling apart, my friends, my family all turned away from me. I asked for oxy from my friend whose dad has stage 4 pancreatic cancer on Thursday. I feel like such a... read more
This is related to LGBT. I grew up being experimentive with girls (all of my firsts were with one of my past best friends when I was a freshman). I moved around a lot and ended up with a guy I was friends with freshman year. My best friend had moved away and we broke up. Imma just call him Ace, my friend had sex a total of 3 times. He was the first and only guy I've ever had sex with. The first time was fine but the seco... read more
Well this year so far hasn't gone so well so far. Do you ever have those one friends who you hope will be there forever and their just always there? I lost a friend like that. He was my best friend. I ranted to him about everything and anything. I trusted him and he trusted me. He told me things that were personal. I could always be myself with him and not be afraid of being judged for it. He was always so caring and would always give me such great advice. When my boyfriend a... read more
So my best friends dad has stage 4 pancreatic cancer, I know he's on fentanyl and oxy, and before even thinking I asked is she could get me some. Luckily and understandably she was like "you WANT it, he NEEDS it!" I felt so bad afterwards. I also deeply regret getting rid of my half a gram of weed... my other friend that rides the bus with me got off and forgot his wallet, I looked through it, no money, the guy I never talk to sitting a seat over saw me and was like "what! Wh... read more
You know when i lay here i know whats wrong with me. I went through alot with my ex. I did absolutely alot to get her happy and yet i was blind to see i was never making savings to ever move out my parents house and be a man like any 21 year olds would do. My head is f***ed up from all the arguments that iv been through with my ex over the smallest sh** possible and she do sh** to get me look crazy and looking stupid. Then alot of people tell me to cheer up but to me i litera... read more
So my best friends dad has stage 4 pancreatic cancer, I know he's on fentanyl and oxy, and before even thinking I asked is she could get me some. Luckily and understandably she was like "you WANT it, he NEEDS it!" I felt so bad afferwards. I also deeply regret getting rid of my half a gram of weed... my other friend that rides the bus with me got off and forgot his wallet, I looked through it, no money, the guy I never talk to sitting a seat over saw me and was like "what! Wh... read more
I don't know where to start why I'm here or anything just want someone to hear. It was 5th grade and I started to like this girl, let's call her T, she liked me back and it was cool, we dated for a few months, it was just a elementary school relationship or so I thought. She broke up with me through her friend and I thought that was it, sixth grade comes around and we try again and again a few more month. This time I was sure that I wasn't going to be the one who got left. I ... read more
My life is in shambles. It's really just been 2 or 3 years of a lot of crap that has just piled up. But I'll just stick to the past 5 or 6 months.
I moved into this house in the middle of nowhere with a roommate in November. I've known her for over 15 years. I moved to this area because it wasn't too far from work, my sister, and my boyfriend. Everything was going really great. And then my boyfriend was shot and killed mid December. He was my read more
My brother is 23 and I am 15. I just want to spend time with him. he lives in Boston but he came down at the end of last month, he goes home this Saturday. Every time I want to spend time with him, he pushes me away and honestly it really makes me sad. I grew up with him kind of. He is like my best friend I guess to a certain degree. We live in the country and I don't have many friends. or none at all...So I always saw h... read more
okay so i know this isn't the most awful thing in the world but it's bothering me and i don't know who to tell or who to talk to about it... So, anyway, i really like my best friend (who hasn't at least once liked there best friend before?) well this is different... he's two years older then me... and sometimes i feel like he likes me too but then i hear about these... read more
ugh okay i don't even know how to say this. i honestly can't. okay so my friend was having like a small kinda party at her house and there was going to be all my friends i guess but i kinda had drama with a girl that was going there and that girl was best friends with the girl throwing the party. i fell like the girl i had drama with told her not to invite me. i fixed my drama with that girl so we are friends. anyways the girl throwing the party texted my
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My parents used to really suck with money so im ch...