I'm so f***ing lazy. Especially if I just sit at home all day. I simply cannot work. I've been spending all my time mindlessly watching Youtube videos. It's such a waste of time. I get no satisfication from it. I feel like complete utter sh** at the end of the day. So unproductive. It's entertaining but I always feel worse about myself, at the end of the day. Really need to kick myself in the a**.