PianistPaige says

Haha I just read my last muttr and I guess I lied cause it has been like a month

  • Jun 16
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PianistPaige says

Hey guys, sorry it has been so long. A lot has happened in the past few months and I just have not had time to be on here. I am going to be posting more often now that things have mellowed out.

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  • May 8
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PianistPaige says

Well sh**...

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  • Mar 28
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PianistPaige says

I love it when I can make people laugh..Seeing others smile and fall on the floor from laughter makes me feel amazing. It's one of the few things that keep me going..Especially my boyfriends laugh it drives me insane (in a good way of course). I just love it so much.

-PianistPaige

  • Mar 20
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PianistPaige says

I want to go out and do something but don't know what to do....Any suggestions?

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  • Mar 11
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PianistPaige says

Why.....That is a question I ask myself on a daily basis... I'm looking forward to the day I stop.

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  • Mar 9
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PianistPaige says

I am feeling a loooottt freaking better today. I don't want to jinx it but like This week has been a pretty....Decent one. Let's hope it continues.

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  • Mar 8
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PianistPaige says

I am so f***ing done with life today. All I want to do is curl up with my boyfriend and sleep all day but I freaking can't because my parents won't let me. Kms.

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  • Mar 5
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PianistPaige says

So far today has bee good. It is 9:02 right now and I am in first period. My boyfriend got me flowers a bear and chocolate. He is amazing. Even if he wouldn't of got me anything I still would of appreciated him just being here for me. He always knows what to say to make e feel better. I know he will always be here for me no matter what. I hope you guys are having a good day.

-PianistPaige

  • Feb 14
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PianistPaige says

I am honestly hella pumped for Valentines day!!! This is going to be the first Valentines day I spend with my boyfriend. I am just super excited. I'll let you guys know how it goes. Hope yours is amazing too. Love you all.

-PianistPaige

  • Feb 13
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PianistPaige says

I kind of wish guys could get their period. Just for our (girls amusement). Hella guys be saying that girls are weak and sh**. Like "Let me see you bleed and have a baby come out of your dick." Than they will see how we are not weak.

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  • Feb 10
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PianistPaige says

Don't let people push you around. It doesn't do you any good besides hurt you mentally.

  • Feb 10
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PianistPaige says

Bad Things by Camila Cabello and Machine Gun Kelly is an amazing song!!!! If you haven't heard it please listen to it!!

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  • Feb 8
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PianistPaige says

I almost ended it yesterday. But then I talked to him and felt so much better. Thank you babe.<3

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  • Feb 8
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PianistPaige says

Today Sucked. And I don't mean like kinda sorta sucked. I mean like full on sucked. Like wasn't even a little okay. That's all I am in the mood to say.

-PianistPaige

  • Feb 7
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PianistPaige says

So I have this teacher that is like totally treating me and my other friend with nothing but disrespect! We were messaging on our chromebooks once in his class and now he is acting like that is all we do. But we do pay attentions. It is seriously pissing me off because he is like making assumptions on us that are not even close to right. He needs to stop holding a damn grudge on us like wtf. Anytime he calls on us he doesn't even give us time to respond. HE will be laughing i... read more

  • Feb 3
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PianistPaige says

Hey guys. Today was an....overall okay day. I had school today and got to see my amazing boyfriend. He made me feel a lot better then I was when I woke up. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He makes me feel that life has meaning to it. I can be me around him and not be scared he is going to judge me. I love him so much. But now I am back in the upset/sad mood. I think it is because I am not with him. I kinda am getting the urge to....self harm and such. But I... read more

  • Feb 2
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PianistPaige says

If you are hanging out with friends that are always depressed and upset and crying and cutting....I hate to say it but you will most likely fall into the same habits as them eventually. So do yourself a favor and stay strong! I am not saying leave your friends. I am just saying be aware of the impact they may have on you. Now this may not happen with everyone. In fact, I know it won't happen with everyone. Jus be careful.I will always be here if anyone needs to talk though. J... read more

  • Jan 31
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PianistPaige says

I'm getting the help I need and I love it. I am already starting to feel better abut myself and about life and about everything. Thank you to everyone who was there for me in my depressing times. I hope this happy feeling I have right now stays.

  • Jan 30
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PianistPaige says

Tomorrow is the day..

  • Jan 22
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