Arenoma says

Today, my brother temporarily reverted back to his old self. He was in a bad mood due to being stressed and overworked, and my mother wanted me to ask him to do something for her. He snapped at me, making a move to choke me and just barely stopping himself. I heard him call me a stupid b**** under his breath. It was just like when we were kids. He's fine now, but I've been having flashbacks all day

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Arenoma says

I keep on pretending like everything's fine, but he's dying, just like the rest of them. Time's running out. I'm going to be alone again soon........
But for now, sleep. G'night guys, whatever you're here for, I want you all to know that things can and will likely get better. And if things start looking bleak, remember that there are people who will care for you or who already do, whether you know it or not. Sleep well

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Arenoma says

My closest friend is getting into a fight. He's the only one left from my childhood, my first friend, and my emotional support, so he is very important to me. It hurts. I can't help him because my parents are taking me somewhere tomorrow. I don't want him to get hurt. He's scared. I want to be there for him and have his back, but the fight just HAD to be tomorrow. It's not even his fight! He took the blame for his friend being an idiot and now he has a whole group of people o... read more

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Arenoma says

I hear the neighbors' kids playing outside right now and it makes me happy, but it also makes me sort of sad. I used to have fun and play with a small group of friends like that too, once. My sixteenth birthday is coming up soon. Too bad they're all going to miss it, being buried six feet under and all....
f*** that's dark. Sorry, just had to get it off my chest.

  • Apr 18
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Arenoma says

Hey you, person reading this. Guess what, hun? You matter. You might be thinking that that isn't true, but trust me, it is. Whether it's by becoming the love of someone's life or by working the register at the local grocery store, we all have an effect on the world around us sometime or another. The universe is vast and we are insignificant, but we are all insignificant together, so why worry about it? Give life a chance. Stop worrying about your impact and go out there and h... read more

  • Apr 16
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Arenoma says

"You're so lucky. You're so smart and talented and beautiful...."
No, I'm not. I'm clever, sure, but I'm barely going to get into college, assuming I even can. And sure, I'm a good artist, but that's only because I grew up locked in my room with no friends, nothing to do but draw or make music, and the constant fear of my brother choking me if I so much as opened my door to go find anything else to do. It's practice, not talent. And as for beauty, look at yourself. You'... read more

  • Apr 15
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Arenoma says

To everyone reading this:
Goodnight and please stay safe. Remember that there are or will be people who care about you, even if you don't think so. If you don't believe me, I will personally track down every single one of you and give you hugs, puppies, kittens, or anything else that could possibly help if I have to. That being said, have a good day/night

  • Apr 14
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Arenoma says

Muttr: You should kill yourself
I know I should, but with people like you in the world, maybe I actually will. There are plenty of people on here who are suicidal or going through hard times. Don't go saying things like that, you might just give them that final push

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Arenoma says

If you're reading this, I want to let you know that whatever your problem is, there's always someone out there who cares. Even if things seem hopeless, there's always someone willing to listen. And if you can't think of anyone like that in your life currently, I'm sure you'll find them eventually.
Stay strong

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Arenoma says

I feel immortal and it's killing me. I've lost count of how many times I've nearly died, but every time I come close to being killed, I somehow dodge the bullet by some stroke of luck. I survived while my friends didn't. It's wearing me down. I've gotten a taste of death when I was slipping away one time. It felt like sleep, only more seductive. I welcomed it. The only reason I got up after that was because of the screams. I've traveled the world. I've seen the good things an... read more

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Arenoma says

I hate you almost as much as I hate myself, and that's saying something. You complain about the simplest little things non-stop while having fleeting concern at best for others. "It snowed during my birthday month." Sounds awful. "I have to go get a new book from the school library.... yeah. It's going to take like, ten minutes. It's great, hahaha...." Truly horrible. "It's not MY fault, she kept on smacking me!!!!" No, I was gently pushing your hand away with my fingertips. ... read more

  • Apr 11
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Arenoma says

Welp. My tablet may have killed itself. It was a gift from a friend, so the fact that it stopped working is a bit sad for that reason, but it also had the only copies of all the songs I've composed and all the digital art I've drawn in the past two years. I don't care much for the drawings, but replicating all of the parts for the music will be difficult....

  • Apr 10
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Arenoma says

That feel when you overhear your friends talking about gay and bi people and you hear your name, so you start to think they've found out you're gay as sh**, but turns out they were just talking about the person sitting next to you
*Matrix-dodges being outed*

  • Apr 10
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Arenoma says

Please laugh. It's not sad, it's funny. Stop giving me that pitying look

  • Apr 10
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Arenoma says

Damn. I've been handing out hugs like free candy today. It's starting to get to the annoyingly cheerful point. I really need to f*** off

  • Apr 9
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Arenoma says

I'm feeling the sudden urge to sing and play piano. Or hug a kitten. Either will do

  • Apr 9
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Arenoma says

*Hums Another One Bites the Dust*
Heh, looks like it's going to be three out of three. What are the chances?
....
Anyways, I miss you guys

  • Apr 9
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Arenoma says

Hello person! I'm sorry if you're feeling down or angry and I hope things get better soon, but in the meantime, have a pupper to cheer you up!
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And if you're allergic to puppers or just don't like dogs, have a baby chick!
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And if you're allergic to chicks too or just don't like animals, then have a hug because damn that's a bleak existence
*Hugs you*
You'll be okay

  • Apr 8
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Arenoma says

It's my first time playing piano in about a month and I forgot how happy it makes me. It's just so natural and easy to get lost in. I'm only now starting to realize how much I missed this :)

  • Apr 8
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Arenoma says

I don't get why people keep on picking on XXXXXX. Maybe there's something bad about them and I'm just missing it, but from what I can tell, you guys are sort of just being dicks. Besides, isn't there something about not posting about specific people?

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