maxerino says

my girlfriend had to break up with me because her stupid mother doesnt accept that her daughter is dating a trans guy. she f***ing hit her daughter over me. im... glad she broke up with me because her safety comes before my happiness. im just worried that even our continued friendship will put her in danger... i hate her mother so so much...

  • Jan 24
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maxerino says

I want to punch something but I don't wanna f*** up my hand.. what else can I do to release anger without being loud or self-destructive?

  • Jan 21
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maxerino says

godddd ive had a generally sh**y year to start off... ive hated myself more than ever this past month and i cant seem to get happy. i keep apologizing and pissing everyone off with it and its just a f***ing matter of time before i get kicked out of my friend group because i apologize one too many times

  • Jan 21
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maxerino says

im so tired but i cant sleep ugh.....
im so sad i just wanna be happy

  • Jan 12
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maxerino says

i'm so weak........

  • Jan 7
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maxerino says

i wish i could drop dead

  • Dec 27
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maxerino says

ugh the smallest things always manage to make me feel like sh**

  • Dec 27
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maxerino says

I hate that my parents basically forced me back into the closet when I'm at home. it makes it so I can't f***ing have friends over bc it stresses them out that they're gonna slip up my name in front of my parents. I've had someone cancel on me bc they were stressed they were gonna slip up and now I feel like sh** because my freaking parents won't f***ing accept me.

  • Dec 22
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maxerino says

my mom just said "guys don't bite their nails" when talking to and about me, which could be her calling me a guy for once, or it could be the thing she does where she's like "you do this and guys don't so u cant be a guy" and i don't know which one it is and i have a feeling it's the latter, not the former sadly...

  • Dec 20
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maxerino says

i wish you didnt lie when you say you love me

  • Dec 19
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maxerino says

next time i see my partners mom in person im gonna punch her in the face

  • Dec 17
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maxerino says

my partner is going to come out to her mom as bi today and im really worried... her mom is homophobic and i dont know how she'll react... i hope everything goes well...

  • Dec 16
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maxerino says

im gonna fail this test...

  • Dec 12
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maxerino says

another boring ending to a sh**y day, and none of my work is done. yayyyy..........

  • Dec 11
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maxerino says

i hate kahoot bc people always are like "haha its /totally/ this throwaway answer hahahha" even though i always think its the answer and that makes me feel like an idiot

  • Dec 11
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maxerino says

i would rather die than wake up tomorrow and deal with my own thoughts and the stress of life

  • Dec 10
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maxerino says

i want to sleep, but i dont want it to be tomorrow...

  • Dec 10
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maxerino says

thank you to the anon who always calls my mother a twatwaffle. you never fail to make me laugh and make me feel better about any situation going on involving her. love ya <3

  • Dec 10
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maxerino says

my therapist and I are gonna talk to my mom about her causing a lot of my anxieties and how her show of "support" for me being trans is just constant berating and semi-transphobic comments towards me... im worried that she's gonna do that thing she does where she'll listen to my therapist, then as soon as we leave, she just goes right back to berating and using the wrong name and pronouns on purpose... i just hope it goes well and she actually listens to the medical professio... read more

  • Dec 10
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maxerino says

could i just go through one day without having to hear my mom yelling? please...?

  • Dec 10
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