Melony says

another day, another sh**y mood

  • Jan 10
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Melony says

"How about instead of being angry and feeling sad about your sh**y situation which is completely out of your control, you rather just.... work towards fixing it?"

Thanks, Im sure I can just go and get control over a situation which I explicitly said I have no control over. Good advice.

  • Jan 10
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Melony says

I vent about the same things every single day. Its not my faul that they affect me every single day.
Distractions dont last for long. I still want to die no matter if something good happened today.
But no one ever wants to hear it. They all get sick of it eventually.
They can just walk away, ignore me, block me out.. But I still keep suffering from the same old awful things everyday.. that theyre sick of hearing. Woop

  • Jan 10
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Melony says

I like looking at hot boys and hot girls pictures online because Im attracted to them. But whenever I look at hot girls I realize I also want to LOOK like them, yet I never will. It makes me so sad and frustarted. Curse my f***ign sexuality and self esteem

  • Jan 10
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Melony says

I hate myself, and want to die. I want to kill myself too, but I know I will never ever take this into action.
But yet I want to get better? But at the same time I dont, because I honestly dont believe that I deserve to get better???
I know survival feelings are all very human, but my feelings are so f***ing conflicted to the point where Im just an angry, negative, and unpleasant person all the time.
Yay!

  • Jan 10
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Melony says

Whats unusual advice in getting into working out and losing weight?

Ive heard and read about a ton of advice, and a lot of it doesnt work for me. If you can give any advice, please please consider the following flaws of myself and my life:
- Im depressed. I dont have the energy to do anythign most days, so I cant motivate myself to do workout.
- Im socially anxious and broke. Going to the gym or jogging outside isnt an option. Neither is working out w... read more

  • Jan 9
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Melony says

my boyfriend will eventually leave me because im a hugely negative person. i chat-vent to him so often, so excessively and irrationally.. that it makes him feel like sh** too eventually.
Im a sh** person. he deserves way better than me.

  • Jan 9
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