milivojii says

i like hearing the sound of the train at night
i hear it almost every night at the same time
4 horns
its always 4 horns
when i was little i used to be so excited whenever i got to see one when it was crossing and my family and i were in the car together happily
i used to feel so lucky to see one
back then when i had confidence
i was always happy, always optimistic
today i saw someone sitting in the bushes right next to the track... read more

  • 17h
  milivojii says

im sorry
im sorry
im sorry
i just want to feel numb
i dont want to hurt people
i know what the consquences are
i just want to feel numb
being with those people is an escape from home
i could care less about what drugs theyre doing or what theyre taking or what theyre smuggling
thats their choice
im sorry
i just want to feel numb
it always makes me feel better
im sorry that i even said that i drank a... read more

  • 19h
  milivojii says

cant wait for my free day tomorrow oh my god my older friends have a hookah at their house and they said i would be able to try it with them and ive been so pumped all day dfsfsgs!!! ive seen them use it before and it looks really fun to do and im rlly excited
its only gonna be a little bit though like,, two puffs? I think thats what they said because i have asthma and they don't want me to die lmao
im still really excited though its gonna be really fun !! ive bee... read more

  • 1d
  milivojii says

i hope youre ok
im always worrying about you, even if i dont show it
i dont like seeing you hurt
emotionally and physically
it breaks my heart because you dont deserve any of it
im sorry this is happening to you
im sorry about whatever is going through your head right now
and i know it looks like i dont look at your posts at all and that i dont care
but im always anticipating your next post, your newest art piece, your newest jo... read more

  • 2d
  milivojii says

i hope youre ok
im always worrying about you, even if i dont show it
i dont like seeing you hurt
emotionally and physically
it breaks my heart because you dont deserve any of it
im sorry this is happening to you
im sorry about whatever is going through your head right now
and i know it looks like i dont look at your posts at all and that i dont care
but im always anticipating your next post, your newest art piece, your newest jo... read more

  • 2d
  milivojii says

good job you little asshat, you got her in a bad mood and now we all have to suffer.

thanks for nothing you helpless prick
its always you
i keep my mouth shut and i dont talk back or out of turn and i do what i am told the first time
why havent you learned how to do that yet?
you arent above her, why would you even think of talking to her in that tone? who do you think you are? you're a nine year old, you're lucky she's still letting you d... read more

  • 2d
  milivojii says

i wish my mom would treat me like a human being instead of like a dog

  • 2d
milivojii says

to angelina- a girl in my school i have mentioned on here before :)
stand up for the pledge. how hard is it? youre not better than any of us. i hope you know my friend that you're sitting next to, her father has two purple hearts, and he was very close to dying. how do you think you make her feel when you play with that frickin rubix cube instead of respecting your country? just because youre new doesnt mean that you dont stand for the pledge. you're very disrespectful ... read more

  • 4d
  milivojii says

hey mom uh yeah stressing me out more than i already am does not help me study!!! yelling at me constantly and putting me down for a condition i cannot control does not help!!! it makes me feel like sh** and then i end up unable to focus even more which leads me here!!!! stressing someone out doesnt help!!!! it doesnt make them work any better, only worse!!!!! please stop!!!

  • 4d
  milivojii says

i could have just ruined a perfectly normal relationship oh my god why did i do that i dont know how they will react no no no i shouldnt have been "brave" i should have shut up why am i so desperate no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no

  • 4d
  milivojii says

im never happy
i cant even trick myself to think that im happy
i would if i could
i want to be happy

  • 5d
  milivojii says

//removed whoops

  • 5d
  milivojii says

I feel so disgusting and gross
Why do i have to have this body
Why am i so disgusting
I hate it
Im repulsive
I hate looking in mirrors
I hate my genitals
I dont want this
I want to be good looking
I want to not look lile im starving
I want to have a regular mind
I hate this
I hate it all
I feel sick
Im never happy
Never
I hate myself
I hate myself so much

  • 5d
  milivojii says

sometimes i wish i wasnt so lonely and i wasnt so afraid to trust people
and that i had someone to love who wouldn't hurt me
i really do like someone but i dont have the guts to tell them
and they like someone else
and if we were in a relationship, we wouldnt be happy
and it makes me sad because i dont want to be lonely for the rest of my life
i want to find someone and get to know them and learn to trust and love them and spend the rest of... read more

  • 5d
  milivojii says

god im about to bawl my eyes out at like 11 pm
so i decided to listen to an ost from a game i used to love (and still currently do) and it was called toontown online and it gave me a lot of nostalgia of my older sister and i playing on it and i remember she would get a pack of cards every week or month of the enemies or the attacks and she had all of them and i remember we used to have so much fun and i remember she and i would do buildings and complete tasks and we had... read more

  • 6d
  milivojii says

I feel so useless and lost and confused and i dont want to do anything anymore
i dont even know what to do
i just really want to die
i dont want to continue
i dont have much to live for anymore and ive basically given up on everything
nothing is worth any effort
its never gonna be ok
im so tired of everything
i dont want to deal with anything anymore
its not worth it

  • 6d
  milivojii says

this is all just a bunch of bulls***
i dont want to do anything anymore
i feel alone
i feel lost
what am i gonna do when im older
how am i gonna be able to take care of myself when im such a f***ing mess
why do i keep making the wrong decisions and not caring about them
its not right
i shouldnt be like that
theres too many thoughts racing around in my mind and i cant keep track of all of them ane i cant calm down and every... read more

  • Apr 20
  milivojii says

i dont want to drink it sometimes
i dont want to be like my mom
but it feels so good
it makes me feel completely numb
im not able to think straight and it relaxes me almost
ive been drinking it for a while, its easy to get bc thats what my mom drinks
but god does it make me feel good
i shouldnt be doing it at all
but f*** man i just cant stop
i meani should probably stop right now and go cold turkey bc how am i gonna tell ... read more

  • Apr 19
  milivojii says

"That's not my child- it's not a child at all. It's a THING. You can't step out for 5 seconds without it f***ing causing chaos or destroying something. It can't be controlled. Do you see why I do this to it now? It's because it's a f***ING MONSTER. You can't convince me that THING is a human. It destroys everything and it ruined the family. It's mental. Do you see why we need to get it out? Do you see how horrific this thing is? Do you see what it's doing to your daughter? It... read more

  • Apr 17
  milivojii says

hey i know i said i wanted a break and i went on here to check to see if my friend was ok and this XXXXXXX drama is really bothering me. "oh, you're just saying that bc you're her friend!!!" yes, i am. wouldn't you be pissed if your friend was constantly being harassed and called out for absolutely no reason? on the INTERNET? i know most of them are trolls and it should all be taken with a grain of salt, but it's becoming very persistent, and she is becoming a main target on ... read more

  • Apr 16
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