MrLonely says

It's all fun and games .
As you wear a mask all day .
Acting like its all okay .
Till you go back to your room .
And the lights go off waiting for your doom
And you become the monsters in your head .
Thinking of the favorite memories with friends now dead.
A hollow heart dragging me down with a block of lead tied to my leg
Choke the air out of my lungs and fill them with drugs
With the violence of a massacre all in the com... read more

  • Oct 5
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MrLonely says

Live Fast Die Young .
R.I.P. Brian .
You were always my favorite cousin.
I'm gonna smoke up to your memory .
All those joints we shared and all the tears I'm still scared to shed .
Because I still can't believe you dead .
Always gonna be in my heart .
Always .

  • Jun 26
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MrLonely says

Self-pity is a drug .
And it sure is hella addictive .

  • Jun 14
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MrLonely says

I hate how when I decide to go on a detox .
My mind unleashes all the demons and monsters that I've always been numbing through drugs .
All the insecurities I had forgotten , the ones I hid well , even from myself .
Now my frozen volcano of hopelessness melts up and decides to erupt .
A carefully crafted social image crashes and burns before my eyes
I feel naked , stripped away , ashamed and cant really stand my actions anymore .
But what s... read more

  • Jun 14
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MrLonely says

Sex is Overrated .

  • Feb 17
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MrLonely says

Ever just wish you had a reset button ?
And wipe away all the awkward and weird sh** you did and said.
Because it all comes to haunt you when you actually try to move on .
And it all becomes a cycle that you can't break out of .
Because the repetition is all you've come to know now .

  • Jan 20
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MrLonely says

You know you've hit rock bottom when you go to the internet to get tips on how to get a girlfriend .
Shoot me now !!!

  • Jan 13
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MrLonely says

f*** !!!

I'M JUST TIRED OF THIS EMPTINESS !!!

SOMEBODY COME SAVE ME PLEASE !!!!

  • Jan 3
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MrLonely says

So I'm turning 20 in Five Days. I used to look forward to this moment as a kid . Had so many grand images of myself at this age . All the grand plans I thought I would've accomplished . Now that I'm actually here . I realize that really I am sh** . Not a single thing I wanted to do is done . I wanted to have a vast social network by now . I had imagined a big a** party with all of my friends . But now I can't even dare talk to my former Schoolmates . I have a Facebook account... read more

  • Jan 1
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MrLonely says

Ever have this feeling where you really need a Million Dollars ?

  • 6 Nov 2016
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MrLonely says

Sometimes all you need is to forget how to feel .

  • 13 Oct 2016
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MrLonely says

My earphones split and play on one side only .
Today is a dark day .

  • 11 Oct 2016
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MrLonely says

When the conditions are just right to send your mind into a state of depression.

  • 8 Oct 2016
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MrLonely says

When you get called out for being a D R E A M E R .
And its the only reality you know.

  • 2 Oct 2016
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MrLonely says

You know you haven't got over her when you accidentally bump into her and everything stops momentarily and you can still feel the rush you had when you saw her for the first time .

  • 29 Sep 2016
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MrLonely says

An entrance to the dark side .
The sad lonely pride.
A Sense of sadness.
Past tense of regrets.
Crushed down by secrets.

  • 27 Sep 2016
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MrLonely says

I cry when Angels deserve to Die !!!

  • 22 Sep 2016
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MrLonely says

You know how you're supposed to be glad that you finished your exams and that the stress is over ?
Well not for me .
I got hit by a truckload of feelings I had seemed to bury in my preoccupation with studying .
I fell back into the abyss.
Hope my demons haven't grown too wild though .
But I got myself a half finished bottle of brandy .
Which is nice .

  • 10 Sep 2016
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MrLonely says

Ever seen a face so B E A U T I F U L you knew it was going to turn into an obsession ?

  • 26 Aug 2016
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MrLonely says

I hate how I might have a pretty chill day .
Then suddenly when I'm alone at night
I get hit with an intense wave of despair .
And I lose interest in everything and sink into darkness.

  • 5 Aug 2016
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