I hate how when I decide to go on a detox .
My mind unleashes all the demons and monsters that I've always been numbing through drugs .
All the insecurities I had forgotten , the ones I hid well , even from myself .
Now my frozen volcano of hopelessness melts up and decides to erupt .
A carefully crafted social image crashes and burns before my eyes
I feel naked , stripped away , ashamed and cant really stand my actions anymore .
But what s... read more