Muttrs by pianistpaige
So far today has bee good. It is 9:02 right now and I am in first period. My boyfriend got me flowers a bear and chocolate. He is amazing. Even if he wouldn't of got me anything I still would of appreciated him just being here for me. He always knows what to say to make e feel better. I know he will always be here for me no matter what. I hope you guys are having a good day.
So I have this teacher that is like totally treating me and my other friend with nothing but disrespect! We were messaging on our chromebooks once in his class and now he is acting like that is all we do. But we do pay attentions. It is seriously pissing me off because he is like making assumptions on us that are not even close to right. He needs to stop holding a damn grudge on us like wtf. Anytime he calls on us he doesn't even give us time to respond. HE will be laughing i... read more
Hey guys. Today was an....overall okay day. I had school today and got to see my amazing boyfriend. He made me feel a lot better then I was when I woke up. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He makes me feel that life has meaning to it. I can be me around him and not be scared he is going to judge me. I love him so much. But now I am back in the upset/sad mood. I think it is because I am not with him. I kinda am getting the urge to....self harm and such. But I... read more
If you are hanging out with friends that are always depressed and upset and crying and cutting....I hate to say it but you will most likely fall into the same habits as them eventually. So do yourself a favor and stay strong! I am not saying leave your friends. I am just saying be aware of the impact they may have on you. Now this may not happen with everyone. In fact, I know it won't happen with everyone. Jus be careful.I will always be here if anyone needs to talk though. J... read more
I am honestly at the point in my life where I really do not see the point in living. Yeah I have friends and family and a boyfriend that loves me but I just don't feel.....like me at all. I don't feel like the me I used to be. I feel lost in all of these emotions that I don't know how to handle. I am just really done with life. I may take my last breath today or tomorrow or years and years from now. I just honestly don't know anymore.