A few weeks ago, I was pregnant, and laying in bed with my 5 year old daughter. She suddenly woke up, screaming, " Baby! Baby! "
I calmed her down, assuming it was just a nightmare. A few days later, I had a miscarriage.
I'm pregnant , and I can't help but have this feeling that something awful is going to happen. I keep thinking the baby wont make it. I wish I would stop thinking that, I have no reason to think that way :(
Im so tried of giving chances. The only person I had left me and I always give him a chance to come back but is it really healthy. I feel paralyzed. Today I made him think Im done with him because I know I am not yo yo. He didn't fight it. I feel hurt, while I was talking to him I didn't care and now it hit me like a truck. He was literally all I had and i just don't want to be alive anymore. Im going to become everything I hate meaning I will hate myself again.
So I had this best friend since 6th grade. She dated a lot of people and didn't have many friend and no one really like her. But from my view point she was very beautiful and couldn't understand why. From the point on I promise I would be there, I would be her best friend. Now we've been through a lot. I remember when we go to teen dances or hangout after school. We dated a couple of times and I remember the first time I said "I love you" and she got the biggest smile and hug... read more
I'm thinking about quitting this hobby altogether again. I don't know if this is healthy for me. or maybe I'm just so deprived of fulfilling human interaction that this is what I need? Or maybe it's just making worse, wtf I can't decide. I should just quit. But then I'll be lonely again. But I'm already lonely. Did it even make me less lonely or is it just highlighting how alone I am, because none of them consider me a real friend?
do you hate it when someone accused me of something you didnt do? Well that just happened to me over f***ing towels over my mom, like those towels that you need after you go to bath. She told me I was using a sh** ton of them and made her laundry worse which i never did, and honestly it made me so pissed because it was over t o w e l s. God i am honestly so done im just really mad that i cried over bath towels f***
I wish I could tell him how I feel. I'm usually not scared to tell someone how I feel about them, but something about this one boy is so different. I've known him for years and we've always been friends. I want to tell him how I feel so bad, but I am so afraid to get hurt. Ugh.
well I asked my partner to stop watching porn as I said that it was making me paranoid and anxious and low but they still asked if they could watch it if I wasn't there and reluctantly I said yes even tho ive already said how it makes me feel. There's a couple of things that I do need to mention but it just feels like they won't look at it from my side of the story and it's keeping me up at night and I just feel like crying all the time about it
So lately I have been down for a few reasons (sick, tired, etc) and so I have been off. Of course my gf takes this very personally being the sensitive type and she asks me, very specifically if there is something shes done that pissed me off. Of course really this was after nearly an hour of how I’m a sh**y person and I’ve been making her feel bad by not being her f***inf dancing clown 24/7. Far be it from me to need some time where I’m not catering to her every emotion... read more