I decided today that I don't want to take anymore risks. For the first time I had that feeling of emptiness when I realized how much I put on the line for this. Everything. And I have no idea if I even have it in me to be able to trust this and I know that's so unfair to you. Why are we doing this? We are in different places in our lives... completely. You're driven and so smart and you know what you want to do with your life, I don't. I have no f***ing clue. I'm lost and I h... read more
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I can't ever bring myself to cut. Just once. I really want to. But sometimes I feel like my inner motive is attention like everyone says. But I'm never sure. I'd never tell anyone unless we were really close. I want to feel. I want to have a secret. When I read over this, I realize how f***ing immature and retarded I am and it just makes me want to cut more. And then I start to think about the things people say and they way they say them. The way I can hear the question &quo... read more
So me and my friends are planning (kind of) a non-prom thing. Because none of us are going to prom and just want to do something fun. I was getting the impression that this was just our little group of friends, having fun, eating food, and getting away from all the couples at prom. Next time, I'm going to make sure o that. So, two of my guy friends have invited the girls that they like to come with us. They didn't check with the other 3 of us or anything. I'm really uncomfort... read more
i need you. i miss you. i shouldnt.. but i do. I guess if you weren't happy with me you'd find someone else. i truly hope she makes you happy. your happiness means the world to me.. even if it means living without you. I'd do anything to keep you smiling. Just know that i've loved you from day 1, and i'm always gonna love you. forever.
Hey, I can I have some advice? I can't seem to calm myself and stop being so stressed out. I can't help but think that Im in love with Adolf Hitler and the fact that he's dead makes me sad. Of course, not very sad; I could never understand the concept of not being able to get everything you want in life. Deep down, I still believe I can have him. I just wish I could spend at least one night with him. And this is making me stressed out. It's emotionally painful. What should i ... read more
WOW FRESHMEN YOU'RE SO COOL TRYING TO ACT LIKE YOU'RE OLDER THAN YOU ARE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAAA. STOP. okay not all of them...I have a few close freshman friends. But some of them I'm just like, really? reeeaaallly? why don't you just copy everyone? mhmm. okay yes that was really judgemental..
How do I stop pushing people away? I keep believing that no one can help me even if they know what I'm going through. I've tried opening up. Trust me. But no one can help. Or they don't take me seriously. So I've decided to stay quiet. And like, opening up doesn't even help me or make me feel better. It used to. But people don't know what to say. All I really want is a long hug. Just some sympathy, you know? But I'm scared to even tell someone that. I just want it to happen. ... read more
i just want a sister. why doesn't anybody realize if i had a real family so much of me would be fixed. every time my mom says she won't adopt a little girl, i break and cry. i want to die. i hate myself so much and i always feel so alone. i NEED this, don't you see? mommy and daddy, you're ruining me.
The Rapist Checklist
1. You are a rapist if you get a girl drunk and have sex with her.
2. You are a rapist if you find a drunk girl and have sex with her.
3. You are a rapist if you get yourself drunk and have sex with her. Your drunkeness is no excuse.
4. If you are BOTH drunk you may still be a rapist.
5. If sheâ??s alternating between puking her guts out and passing out in the bed then youâ??re a rapist.
6. If sheâ??s sleeping and you h... read more
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