Wait I'm the one who's known you the longest we go to the same damn university and study the same thing so why am I finding out by text that you're hanging out with him instead of organizing something with me like we said we would? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa this sounds petty as f*** but I guess this has been the last straw in a string of being excluded from things??? f*** this, I don't even know if I want to go because I don't really know anyone who's coming but if I don... read more
im an artist, at least i claim to be. drawing faces and getting their likenesses correct has never been something im good with. something always just comes out wrong. but then, i sit down and draw the woman who used to be my best friend. i spent years knowing her, her face, her features, who she was, whats behind her eyes. until she left. then i draw her 3 years later, and its her staring back up at me from the page. the perfect likeness. and im still wondering what that mean... read more
I'm going to try to distance myself. I just want you to reach out to me once and start the conversation. I understand how much you value me as a friend and I'm sure in a few days I'll give in and text you. Maybe you just expect me to because I do it so much. I would just love to hear from you for once. This is just the way I am and it sucks. I love you and ya know that, you feel the same. I just want to see some effort.
I never really thought I'd be so mad and upset by all of my friends graduating. It's summer and I work and I take online classes. It's not like I'm alone, I live in a house with several people but I don't feel a part of the group. It just makes me wish I was with my friends. They are all off focusing on their jobs and lives and I try to talk to them and to keep in touch but we don't talk much. I'm afraid we'll turn into strangers. I'm afraid my best friend will move on and we... read more
Whenever I have a problem with a friend or acquaintance, I bring it to them so that we can resolve It and move on with our lives. But whenever my friends make up some imaginary issue, they just randomly stop talking to me and start talking about me and I never know the reason why. I wish that someone would atleast tell me what I did or what they think I did, instead of just being childish and taking the drama to a totally unnecessary level.
My friend is stick skinny and she eats like crap. Tbh I could too, but I'm a ballet dancer so I have to stay extra skinny.
But what REALLY bugged me today, is how I pull out yogurt for my snack while shes eating oreos and she says this:
"Ew, you're healthy."
I hope she doeant see this cause she'd know it was me but I honestly wanted to dump my yogurt on her head.
I have a friend whos really rude to other people and I called her out on it and she was like, "You are too."
This makes me feel really bad, because I'm usually walked all over by people, and I only gossip when Im around her cause Im scared shes gonna judge me like she does everyone else.
But I have no other friends.
Why the f*** does she hate me so much. I never did anything to her. She's always there, saying something about me, saying something about everyone. It's like her life revolves around being bitter and spiteful. If she isn't hateful for one day, I'll throw a f***ing party, not even kidding. We used to be friends, BEST FRIENDS, but hey, I guess jealousy does sh** to you.