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you know sometimes i wish i could end it all i hate being the outcast the loner the loser the last choice. i have guy friends i have girl friends and i love my family but sometimes i feel like im losing everyone i feel like if i ended it all the world would be a better place!
my boyfriend talks to a lot of girls. some live in our state and some don't. i know they're just friends to him, but it bothers me so much and no one can understand it. i keep myself up at night thinking about it. i know he's always liking their pictures and commenting somewhat flirty things to them. one of them is even his ex. I'm an extremely jealous person and i wish i wasn't but i cant help it. I can't stop thinking about it. i know he would ever cheat on me but that does... read more
To the boy I love and hate:
For as long as I've known you, I've always tried to be there. Everyday, I would ask you about your health, how your day went, how you felt, and then proceed to take in your never ending list of complaints. Yes, I prompted this list by asking, and I was fine with it for a long time. I knew you needed to get things off your chest, and I was more than happy to be the person to take that weight for you. That's what friends are for, right?
It never occu... read more
Why can't I just give up already? ._.
Cutting isn't a sin, it's a way to feel pain physically not emotionally anymore.
It's so I don't have to focus on anything else.
It's a way to block out everything I'm feeling and focus on that instead.
A way of anchoring myself.
To remind myself I'm still alive.
To remind myself I'm human.
To remind myself of everything I've been through.
Because I know I'm not indestructible.
to make me feel stronger.
To know that I have the power, with... read more
I want to write a story, but every time I turn around, I find that my idea has already been done. Most recently was "Interstellar". I watched it, thinking, "wow, what an amazing film". But half of me was fuming, because that was my book idea. I was so excited to write it. But now that I've seen my entire premise already laid out by other people with other characters, again, for the twenty second time, I think I'll set down my pen. I just can't come up with something good that... read more
I am a male and 20 years old. I turn 21 on November.3rd. I have a girlfriend, work, and go to college. I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I get a weird feeling inside why I think about getting help. I am a junior in college, first time not being full time. I study geology. I have been noticing I've been procrastinating more and more. I am trying to work on that. I feel like I have no idea where I am going in life. I feel lost and quite depressed. I feel like I don't really h... read more