I thought reading memoirs about addicts, ptsd, past suicide attempt stories would help me out. I think it is. At the same time, I'm getting the urge to binge. Being a sex addict sucks. I had great sex with my husband, but we need grow emotionally. Our sex is I receive violence & that calms me down. My brain is so weird. Idk, I feel good about life right now. But I also feel stuck.idk, insomnia is prob what's making me stressed