coast to coast am is speaking of shock treatment ruing peoples lives. my grandma had it, and it broke her arm from the extreme violent muscle contractions, and i feel that kind of thing is equated with barbarism
Hi, I don't know what's wrong with me, I keep having these thoughts that aren't really mine. Like I can be thinking about how I have to do schoolwork then all of a sudden there's a thought totally unrelated to my previous thoughts. For example, "Today I have math homework and- that guy really annoyed me". It's not me thinking and I sometimes notice and get confused because I don't know where this thought came from or who it pertains to. Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me... read more
I put this in the Health category because I figured Sex = health? Anyway
So, I stopped masturbating about a week and a half ago and today I realized that I don't have any sexual urges at all. Is that normal or what? I think I can restart my sex drive if I just masturbated but I just don't care too, and I don't know if it's normal or not to feel this way
I'm mentally ill. Some of it is because of how my brain developed. Some of it is because people have hurt me. Some of it is because people are hurting me. Some of it is because the fact I'm mentally ill makes it so I can't f***ing do anything for myself. I was abused so now I can't kiss anyone without wanting to kill myself, even though I want to fall in love. I was told for my entire life that I was lazy, even when I was trying my best. My mental state is degrading even more... read more
every day it's the same routine. wake up. get wood for fire. start fire. feed cats. go to bathroom. make food. watch tv while eating. adjust fire. go back to room. zone out. get nothing done.
today i was out of firewood and cat food. i just decided to let the house get cold. didn't even get up to eat. i feel like i wouldn't care if i died right now..