I keep tearing up and getting so heart broken, someone who said they loved me and wanted to be with me and got so intimate with me is now my worst enemy, I cant trust anyone and I feel like I am dying. He never deserved to see me open up to him and be myself. Everyone is asking me questions and telling me that he doesnt miss me. Then I go home to big paragraphs about how he hopes I'll be the schools pass around thot... I only kissed one guy, and dated one guy, how am I a whore.. I'm so heart broken because I thought he knew me better