This isn't the first time I've complained about this here but idk I'm gonna go at it again cause I'm bitter lmao.
I'm 17 and im gay and making connections with guys has been extremely difficult. Every conversation I have with a guy I'm interested in just goes badly, and I can't ever get comfortable enough around them. I've never really been in a relationship before because I never know how to make it work.
It's just been bothering me so much lately. There's these two guys, both of whom I've talked to before and it didn't work out with either of them, but now they're kinda together! Why can't *I* ever make things work when I see all of these other gay teens at my school and online get in and out of relationships whenever they feel like it? Even just talking to strangers online is really difficult. Why is it so hard for me? I just wish I could find somebody that I like and not completely f*** it up for once.

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