PLEASE HELP! I hate my mom. I know I shouldn't it makes me feel like a bad person, but facts are facts and I hate her as a person. I hate her with all of my heart. She says I'm her issue. I'm a 16 year old female, and I feel very depressed. She says spending money for my therapy isn't a good investment, she calls me names, threatens to hit me, tells me to stop acting out and says maybe the only way I'll learn is if she hurts my feelings. Whenever she's mad at me, her behavior gets worse, even when she's mad at other people her behavior is still hostile towards me. I know I should love her, and I do but I don't think she deserves to see or know that. We used to be close but are drifting as my depression gets worse. I don't want to be around her, nor can I stand talking or living with her. Just thinking about her makes me sick physically and emotionally, but there is no way past her. The worser I feel the more suicide becomes an option and I feel very stuck in the stituation. HELP ME PLEASE!! #depression #neverhaveiwantedtodiemore #suicide #momforsale #venting
- Apr 25 -- 3:19pm
we all feel some type of way about our parents and coming from a 17 year old girl who has been in your shoes i can honestly say it doesn't get any better. WE have to get stronger, WE have to learn that we can't control the way they are but we think we can. No matter what she's always gonna be your mom. good or bad. She gave birth to you. And as much as we are hurting, they are hurting too. Dealing with a child with depression isn't easy and she probably feels like she failed as a parent and is just taking her anger out on you. My mom busted my lip this morning because i refused to go to school but i guess i deserved it but at the end of the day, i can't go to sleep angry about it because we never know what could happen. We could wake up one morning and our mothers be dead and the last thing we said to them was something mean or hateful. Believe it or not, they only want the best for us and I wish you luck in life. Just remember that the biggest storms end in rainbows. Head up kid, you can't let your crown fall .