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  Anonymous says

I can feel myself coming close to having a breakdown, Hoping I won't do anything irrational

  • Feb 23
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  Anonymous says

suicide is overkill, if your life is excruciatingly miserable do something different, whatever it takes to f***ing change it, you won't even feel relief if you end it. There is no end anyway, just less and less control. You gotta fight for your right to party, ppl!

  • Feb 23
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  Anonymous says

I can see the appeal of pulling the trigger so to speak. I'm a coward and could never bring myself to do it. However I understand why my dad took those pills and drank that rum. This hurt is only a part of it. Its knowing no one cares about how YOU feel. Feeling like the burden of the day every day wears you down. So to everyone who can't read this because its too late...I hope you sleep well. No one can tell you what you did was wrong and even though people say its the cowar... read more

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

Everything feels off, it's all wrong, I feel terrible, I'm stuck, I feel surreal. My brain has turned my world into a living hell and I want out, I keep waiting and praying for something horrible to happen I need more danger in my life something life threatening to focus on. I feel so hopeless there's so much technology it's 2017 and there's nothing I can do about my brain nagging me and eating me alive, smh what's the point.

  • Feb 23
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  Anonymous says

I've made so many mistakes. I've come to be an awful person. I'm not a good friend, I have a temper, I get irritated easily, and Im mean,rude, a b****.
I'm trying to be nice. I don't know why it's so difficult, being kind should just be an automatic thing. I am so sorry for all of those who I have hurt and I will try to be a better friend aswell as person.
Forgive me. I will show you.

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

I hate my homosexual feelings.

I'm happily married to the man of my dreams. I don't want to come home to anyone else. I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

Yet here I am, thinking about another married woman. She's bisexual, like me, but I know I'll never get an opportunity to be with her. However if I see her at all throughout the day I get aroused in ways that only another woman can. It bothers me for numerous reasons, one of which being th... read more

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

Just imagine being hated by people since your birth. Lies spread about bad stuff you did when you wasnt even there at the time, but instead out working. Just imagine people hated you so much from your birth when your just an innocent baby, unable to speak yet, that they set out to destroy your life in every way possible. Raped you of your virginity so they could lie and say you had sex. Whos the actual bad person in all of this, the person who lies and deceives by disguising ... read more

  • Feb 23
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  Anonymous says

Do I have ptsd?? I don't want to take it as a joke but when I was younger I was abused by my dad. Two alcoholic parents. I have flashbacks and sometime nightmares but I don't wanna be that person who uses it as an excuse. Certain things set me off etc... and I just want to know if I have it or not. Please! Advice!

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

Honestly, a big fear that my future boyfriend will leave me once he meets my family. My dad is literally crazy and can be mean to me (yell at me a lot). He also does drugs and a lot of my friends describe him as creepy. Even I do not like my dad and am nervous that my dad will literally scare my boyfriend away. My grandparents are also getting really crazy because they are getting older. They are really religious, but to a point were it is delusional and almost cult like. The... read more

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

I am really nervous to see if my friend will make a skype for me or not. We live in different countries and have been massaging each other for a few months on this penpal website. We are not dating, but we both care about each other deeply and have said that to one another. I must admit that I have feelings for him and he is the only one I seriously want to date right now. I am just worried that I will not like the way he looks. I am very picky and shallow when it comes to th... read more

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

freshman in college, use drinking as an escape from depression...

  • Feb 23
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Anonymous says

im so damn proud of myself. for two years, i've changed myself. i said i wanna be nicer, and care more about others than myself and g**d*** did i do so well. it resulted in me getting a small group of real friends who got my back. right now I'm sitting here, after a long day of listening to my friends' problems, and just reflecting on myself. my confidence was so low, and right now i just want to be able to appreciate myself for being a good person who deserves good friends b... read more

  • Feb 22
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  Anonymous says

A little lighthearted post...
Love my sweet kids but i am so over him
Sex is a chore i look forward to about like the dentist with fillings
I am so over him but so afraid of turning my life upside down to get him out of it
He is a good person
I am a good person
We are not the best for each other
Exit strategy planning
Not my strongest side
Fading out like a ghost was my past move but it's impossible now (um as an adult may... read more

  • Feb 22
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Anonymous says

I don't know if I'm depressed but lately, I've been feeling really weird. I don't do a lot of my work because I just don't care anymore. I've felt really detached. Sometimes I really just want to stab myself because that feels like it's the only way the pain will leave my body. But I'll never actually do it. A few people have asked me if I'm depressed but I didn't think so. Know I just don't know. This may be off topic but last year I had my first love. We didn't date but we ... read more

  • Feb 22
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  Anonymous says

i've tried to kill myself five times and i'm only in sixth grade. i have two friends, just lost one to a big fight. but it's fine because he was ruining my life. my entire family thought i was in love with him because i went to the skate park with him all the time. people started to hate me because they thought i was copying him and stealing his personality traits. so i dropped him out of my life. one of my friends like him, the other follows him around (we were all good frie... read more

  • Feb 22
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Anonymous says

my partner and I have suffered from depression since a young age, and still have moments where we struggle as where in our young adult ages... Weve been together for 6 years and the past year has been the roughest for us, we both have pushed each other to our limits to no end. sometimes throwing sh** in each others faces and its sad because we used to never do that, it breaks my heart that were like this with each other. We used to love being together all the time and now its... read more

  • Feb 22
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Anonymous says

I am so unhappy and depressed. I don't know what to do. I don't want to get up in the morning. I wish I was dead.

  • Feb 22
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  Anonymous says

I listen to cello music on my way from work to rehearsal because it's the only thing that helps me stop thinking about all of the encounters I've had with psychopaths throughout the day.

Adulthood. What a thrilling time in my life.

  • Feb 22
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Anonymous says

I think I have depression, and barely anybody likes me....My crush...well...we used to be friends but now we aren't...I'm bullied--bullied in games and in real life....And I don't have the courage to tell my parents...But sometimes I feel like killing myself...I now, this isn't a good thing, but it's how I feel. And a few of my other friends do, too, and one tried to kill themselves SO many times, and I never knew... and when I found out, I tried to make him feel good about h... read more

  • Feb 22
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  Anonymous says

I'm very conflicted I'm just so upset and mad about people I thought I had real friends but, turns out they're not I guess.. the thing is I'm always getting let down and sometimes I complain a lot but, I don't mean to. I just feel like people don't want to be around me sometimes because I'm either annoying or something but, I don't try to do that because I'm kind of awkward and when I think people actually like me that's a lie because honestly they just talk about me behind m... read more

  • Feb 22
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