What do I really want to say? Maybe it's that I'm sad and that I want to be happy. That I'm broke and want to have money. That I'm in an unhealthy relationship and want someone that can support me emotionally and finically. I'm not happy on my job, I'm not happy in life and not many would guess this. Most ppl guess that I'm the nicest and most pleasant person in the world. My employers are blessed to have such a slave as I am. I give the customers the best acting job of hospi... read more
3 people in my family died, then I had the most wonderful thing happen, I became pregnant. I had a miscarriage a few weeks later. My boyfriend was nonresponse and prick to me after it happened because I wasnt "being positive." I cried two nights after it happened and he told me he didn't think I loved him and that he wasn't attracted to me anymore. A few weeks later I lost my main job, got a $225.00 ticket, and got into a car accident resulting in a total loss. Shortly before... read more
I'm so overwhelmed recently it's like every aspect of my life has become unmanagable. I knew moving out to the west was going to be hard but I'm seriouslying doubting my capability of handling my choices. My relationship is crumbling and I'm wondering if I'm ever going to find someone I can be happy with for a long time. I have no way of eveN moving on from this relationship it seems. I invested every dime I had into homesteading this land to feel like I have no say, that I h... read more
Am I the only 30 year old who lives with their parent? I've never lived away from her. She still fusses at me and treats me like a child. I am not allowed to have my boyfriend inside of my bedroom and he has to leave our house when it gets late. I am reminded all day of chores that have to be done. I can not afford to live on my own and my mother would he all alone if I would move out. We are real close and we do a lot of things together.
i came from nothing, i saw my uncle assault my brother and thought he was going to kill him, i went to a neighborhood with gangs, my twin brother is dead, i went to a horrible school with drug addicts and many of my peers are drug addicts or not doing anything in life. My best friend came from a foster home. i joined the military seeking something better, yearning for comradery. one of my superiors commited suicide... i will never forget it, i was injured in iraq, and got a h... read more
I was born in England and moved to New Zealand when I was 8. I'm now 17 and have moved back to my home country and seeing all my family and seeing the culture and the events that are on eg football(soccer) is amazing. Anyway the problem is that I moved back here just at the time me and my school mates were starting to party and drink which sucks because I'm no longer a part of that group cause I live on the other side of the world. To make matters worse I hardly know anyone i... read more
Oh my god what is the matter with me?? I haven't felt like myself for a while. I get sad and angry over the smallest things! Like the other day, I walked on the wrong bus after school, instead of laughing it off and going back to my bus, I felt like an idiot, I was so embarrassed, and this caused a swarm of negativity to flood my head, leading me to feel like sh** for the rest of the day. Or I'll get angry over something, get mad about it, then feel like a b**** afterwards, a... read more