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  Anonymous says

Do I have ptsd?? I don't want to take it as a joke but when I was younger I was abused by my dad. Two alcoholic parents. I have flashbacks and sometime nightmares but I don't wanna be that person who uses it as an excuse. Certain things set me off etc... and I just want to know if I have it or not. Please! Advice!

  • 23 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

Honestly, a big fear that my future boyfriend will leave me once he meets my family. My dad is literally crazy and can be mean to me (yell at me a lot). He also does drugs and a lot of my friends describe him as creepy. Even I do not like my dad and am nervous that my dad will literally scare my boyfriend away. My grandparents are also getting really crazy because they are getting older. They are really religious, but to a point were it is delusional and almost cult like. The... read more

  • 23 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

I am really nervous to see if my friend will make a skype for me or not. We live in different countries and have been massaging each other for a few months on this penpal website. We are not dating, but we both care about each other deeply and have said that to one another. I must admit that I have feelings for him and he is the only one I seriously want to date right now. I am just worried that I will not like the way he looks. I am very picky and shallow when it comes to th... read more

  • 23 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

freshman in college, use drinking as an escape from depression...

  • 23 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

im so damn proud of myself. for two years, i've changed myself. i said i wanna be nicer, and care more about others than myself and g**d*** did i do so well. it resulted in me getting a small group of real friends who got my back. right now I'm sitting here, after a long day of listening to my friends' problems, and just reflecting on myself. my confidence was so low, and right now i just want to be able to appreciate myself for being a good person who deserves good friends b... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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  Anonymous says

A little lighthearted post...
Love my sweet kids but i am so over him
Sex is a chore i look forward to about like the dentist with fillings
I am so over him but so afraid of turning my life upside down to get him out of it
He is a good person
I am a good person
We are not the best for each other
Exit strategy planning
Not my strongest side
Fading out like a ghost was my past move but it's impossible now (um as an adult may... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

I don't know if I'm depressed but lately, I've been feeling really weird. I don't do a lot of my work because I just don't care anymore. I've felt really detached. Sometimes I really just want to stab myself because that feels like it's the only way the pain will leave my body. But I'll never actually do it. A few people have asked me if I'm depressed but I didn't think so. Know I just don't know. This may be off topic but last year I had my first love. We didn't date but we ... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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  Anonymous says

i've tried to kill myself five times and i'm only in sixth grade. i have two friends, just lost one to a big fight. but it's fine because he was ruining my life. my entire family thought i was in love with him because i went to the skate park with him all the time. people started to hate me because they thought i was copying him and stealing his personality traits. so i dropped him out of my life. one of my friends like him, the other follows him around (we were all good frie... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

my partner and I have suffered from depression since a young age, and still have moments where we struggle as where in our young adult ages... Weve been together for 6 years and the past year has been the roughest for us, we both have pushed each other to our limits to no end. sometimes throwing sh** in each others faces and its sad because we used to never do that, it breaks my heart that were like this with each other. We used to love being together all the time and now its... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

I am so unhappy and depressed. I don't know what to do. I don't want to get up in the morning. I wish I was dead.

  • 22 Feb 2017
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  Anonymous says

I listen to cello music on my way from work to rehearsal because it's the only thing that helps me stop thinking about all of the encounters I've had with psychopaths throughout the day.

Adulthood. What a thrilling time in my life.

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

I think I have depression, and barely anybody likes me....My crush...well...we used to be friends but now we aren't...I'm bullied--bullied in games and in real life....And I don't have the courage to tell my parents...But sometimes I feel like killing myself...I now, this isn't a good thing, but it's how I feel. And a few of my other friends do, too, and one tried to kill themselves SO many times, and I never knew... and when I found out, I tried to make him feel good about h... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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  Anonymous says

I'm very conflicted I'm just so upset and mad about people I thought I had real friends but, turns out they're not I guess.. the thing is I'm always getting let down and sometimes I complain a lot but, I don't mean to. I just feel like people don't want to be around me sometimes because I'm either annoying or something but, I don't try to do that because I'm kind of awkward and when I think people actually like me that's a lie because honestly they just talk about me behind m... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

I'm sure I posted this this morning, but here I am again: it sure is unpleasant to wake up day after day, for years on end, and have the first thought be
"I want to die".

  • 22 Feb 2017
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I'm so f***ing mad right now, I just want to hurt myself as bad as I can!!!!!!!

  • 22 Feb 2017
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  Anonymous says

I literally have 1 f*** to give and that's devoted to school.

  • 22 Feb 2017
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  Anonymous says

I honestly wish that I was dead, I've wished that in myself for a while now. Boys confuse me , girls confuse me, my family confuse, me and people that even supposed to be my friends confuse me. What the f*** is life. My school was switched in the middle of the school year, and I've been at that school for 3 years now. What kind of f***ing mom ruins your life like that?? Mine apparently. I f***ing hate my life. Most of my "friends" don't talk to me anymore because they have mo... read more

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

I f***ING HATE my mom!!!!!!!! btw shes my step mom and the only mother figure I have and I'm emotionally abused by her and just no, I can't deal with her anymore I wish I wasn't here

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

A mutual friend is a woman named Bich.

Naturally, I thought this was pronounced like b-i-t-c-h so that's how I pronounced her name.

But that's not right.

Am I racist? Probably. but that's incidental to this narrative.

  • 22 Feb 2017
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Anonymous says

Life is so much better when I am sleeping, I wish I could sleep all day.

  • 22 Feb 2017
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