Im happily married with a child and I recently ran into the guy i lost my virginity to - he wasnt a great love - but for some reason since i bumped into him I can't get him out of my head - dont get me wrong, im not sexually attracted to him and i dont want to be with him in that way at all and I would never jeopardise my marriage or my family in any way - but I just don't understand why I can't get him out of my head!? I want to spend time with him but not in that way - more just to catch up i think - but why because what does it matter?!