I just love when I've waited a whole week to be with my boyfriend and he's more focused on his xbox then me and tonight when I wanted to make love after he promised we would late that night what does he do? lay in bed and watch videos before falling asleep but not before telling me things change and to get over it.... makes me wonder if he wants to be with me or not with the way he acts
It's been a while since I've done this and honestly I don't know where to start. I told myself I wasn't going to vent like this anymore but I feel like this is my last option. So i guess I should start at the beginning....
So Shelby got another boyfriend so I've once again walked away, but this time is different and not in a good way. Its been 35 days since i last talked to her or jayden and its been an emotional roller coaster ever since. I have my good days but the bad days... read more
If I ever have kids then I will never punish them for getting into fights. I don't care if the fights occur at school or in a parking lot. I want them to stand up for themselves at all costs. The last thing I would ever want is a cowardly pansy a** son. I see a lot of males like that and to me they're pathetic. Real men don't tolerate disrespect. Real men fight for their honor.
I'm sorry K.
I'm really and truly sorry. I know I wasn't the best guy God knows that's the truth. I'm sorry for all the times I snapped at you when the stress from classes got to be unbearable. I'm sorry I screamed at you when you interrupted my studying. I'm sorry for everything wrong I ever said to you. I know I can't take it back and I know that he's way better and way more than I'll ever amount to. I hope he treats you like the queen you deserve to be. I still remember ou... read more
How did it feel to be smitten with a child? When we met through a less important bridge of a friend, when it was all just dumb sh**, but we were smitten...when you were nearly 18, I hardly 13...how did it feel to know a child was in love with you? You a boy, I a girl, and nothing ever truly happened...you with a girlfriend, I so lonely...it makes me wonder if you simply pitied me, or if you told me I was beautiful just to see my childish smile. I loved you, and one day, I los... read more