Finally I thought things were working out for me then suddenly I lose my job. I worked really hard on my performance and just when I got it into target they said it was too late and fired me. I've been so depressed over it. Now my former daughter in law is taking my grandkids out of state. its crushing my son and killing me. they're so little and they won't know that we love them and want them in our lives. i'm just so down and dressed i hardly know what to do with myself. and no one seems to want to hire a grandmother. they all want up and coming young people. i had a previous job for several years and left it for the better job. now instead of seniority i can go back but i have to start all over from the beginning.