Can't you people wait until I'm not in earshot to make fun of me? God I'm so tired of being made fun of. Every attempt I make at blending in just makes me stand out more. I thought that once I got into the adult world people would grow up and leave me alone, but now even my college counselors are making fun of the way I look within earshot of me. At work I get people telling me I look disgusting when I've just showed up freshly showered, my hair up nice and neat. It's my f***ing face. I'm just naturally so ugly that people can't help but to make fun of me. I'm so tired of it, every day, every day that I leave my house. I want to die.