I feel like I made a mistake. I am a very emotional person, and a put a lot into my friendships and romantic relationships, but I have a tendency to tell my friends I love them. Like, I'll be like "I love you, I admire you, I cherish you, I adore you" etc etc. I can't help but feel bad that I accidentally made a few of my friends uncomfortable and weirded out because I always make sure to let them know that I love them. I feel like I'm to clingy with my relationships.
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I wish i was more attractive to guys, but they're like intimidated by me. I had one tell me that he couldn't tame me, whatever that means. The other girls he's with he can manipulate more easily i think and i just don't take the bulls***. So i need to be more like a tamed animal for guys to like me, that's what i got out of it. I'm too present, unfortunately.
I am trapped and I can't get out. I feel as if the air in my lungs are slowly giving out. The friends I once had are long now. And whats left is the bitter taste of sweet sorrow and tragity that my life has become. I am a lost person who has plans for their life. But just dont know where to start. People say that school is the open gate way of success and education. But school is my prison and my prison mates are unbearable. They fart and burp and laugh. They make fun of my f... read more
I moved not a few months back where all my family and friends were. I'm honestly feeling left out, seeing pictures of them having fun and stuff like that. I'm so lonely where I live now. I don't see the point of making friends here. I miss my old friends and I don't know what to do about it. #venting
I wonder how long it'll take for people to realise that putting me down for my mistakes and errors doesn't give me the drive to improve. Instead it makes me think that even trying is pointless because there's no real encouragement or anything to gain other than more reason to dislike people. Unless that's what they want. To be disliked. if that's the case I pity them.