You know I am just at a point in my life where I just learn to "realize things" more and everything is hitting me so hard. I knew these stuff in the back of my head but maybe the crowd I am hanging around at school isn't the right crowd. We don't really connect as much and they are all fake and take sh** about people. I am just like "heyo Um lets not. One of my friends can never say sorry or apologize. She always has to blame someone else and while we always laugh together and she is hilarious she always tries to please other people. I dont know...