I feel bad about my current situation.
-940/1600 on the SAT
-Fear of not getting into a good college
-Confused about what I'm doing in school and outside of school
-Feel I'm not living my life right or not doing what i'm supposed to do
-Don't know what major I should pursue (Feels like I only have a little time for a life affecting choice)
-Feeling hopeless and tired every day

Its been a tiring experience. I just wish I could sleep forever and forget everything. It's a bit painful sometimes but livable. Only 1 more year until I graduate High school... I wonder how things would turn out for me in two years.